I Can’t Do It !!

I want to be open about my bi sexual desires but i am a high profile very well known man iny community plus i am
Married to a very good woman
I have three different men in a town near where i live. We all like to give and get oral sex and we all like to swallow the cum.
I am the bottom for all three of these men. They all know each other and about once a month we all get together for group sex and they enjoy gang banging my ass very much. I love it too. One of these men is a little younger but his cock is very big. The other guys all get off watching him use it on my ass. I mean this guy is a big thick 10” freak of nature. I can take all but it is still not that easy. It is my favorite time when we all
Meet and they gang fuck me. I get so turned on taking cock up the ass o am hard to stop and i can take it for a very long time.
I don’t see me stopping this any time soon but there is no way i can come out and let everyone know i am an anal cum loving slut for three hung men but i am