My Escape

I have been married for 5 years and my husband turned out to be infertile. At first he tried a lot but neither the sex felt good nor anything worked. They began to blame it on me and i was humiliated by his family. My entire life became a wastage after my marriage.

I was sick and tired of my life when one day my cousin texted me he is in town and wanted to give me a g*ft as he missed my marriage. Honestly i had a crush on him since i was 16 but was never able to tell him for obvious reasons.

I went to meet him up in a suite he was staying and he conversed a lot, ate and had drinks. I don't know but i really like being in his company and he makes me happy. I told him how i wish i could have been his wife and have his child inside me. He was shocked why i said that even after being married and i told him the truth about the abuse i face secretly. I was so broken i asked him to fuck me. He of course refused and wanted me to stop thinking but i told him he would never need to take responsibility.

I don't need to say what followed next. Months later i conceived and i had to fake my husband the child was his. But now as he is growing up he seems to not bond with my husband. I don't see the father son bond in them and it saddens me i am not able to take him to his real father. Honestly i want to be with him too but i made a promise to him and i don't know what should i do now.