Trust Broken For Good

I have recently returned to crossdressing and sex with strangers (with my wife's consent) and this confession concerns a recent night at a gloryhole spot I know.

I had been at the pot a few times and always enjoyed it but my last trip there my wife had spread word amongst the local homeless and junkie population that I had a r**e fantasy and that I wanted to be used bareback by as many as possible.

I endured 24 hours tied into a bent over position on the hand rail outside a remote public toilet, where I was used by some disgustingly filthy individuals some multiple times, My wife had gone as far as to set up a camera and record every time I either sucked or was fucked by some random cock.

My wife has told me that she has put the footage online but wont give me details of where it is and now she wont even sleep in the same bed as I could be "infected" with god knows what.

I have been tested and am clean but I will never trust her again EVER!!!