Can't Get Past It...

My wife got hooked on lets say "illegal substances". I admit at first I didn't notice the signs until it was too late. One day I found her passed out in the bathroom with a needle in her arm. Tried to get her help but she didn't want it. She walked out on me and our two kids.

For about six months I kinda knew where she was. She was staying at a slum apartment complex being passed around by the brothers. Eventually I got notice she was arrested for prostitution and possession. She spent a few months in jail and then a forced rehab. I visited her a few times. She looked very different. Tattoos on her arms, a tattoo on her neck, lost a lot of weight.

Following the rehab she begged to come home. I agreed to give it a try. It started with her sleeping in the guest room. Last night after the kids were in bed she walked into my bedroom. She wanted to resume our husband wife relationship. But when he undressed I nearly threw up. Her torso was covered in tattoos. Since high school her preferred downstairs grooming was to keep a thin landing strip. It was the same but on both sides of the strip just above her pussy were two disgusting tattoos. One said "Property of Deshaun", the second was "Black Cock Only". She saw i was immediately turned off. She began crying and walked out. Her ass and lower back had similar tattoos including a few Queen of Spade tattoos.

What can I do. I am repulsed by the tattoos. I had intended to put things behind up but now I think I need to ask her exactly what kind of things she did while living with the black guys.