Still Feel Pangs Of Guilt For Leading Her On

I am much older now and live in a different state. When I was discharged from the service I took the GI Bill and enrolled in a small college near where I grew up. I was older than the average student there, and by all measures a lot more mature and experienced. The college girls there gravitated to me, and I fucked a few of them. But it was this one girl that got under my skin, her name was P and she worked as a waitress at the local chuck and puke.

She was my age, with a son. I fucked her coming and going. The secret was that I was nice to her kid. In return I had all the pussy I wanted, and if I wanted she would cook for me. I never loved her, not in that sense. But I really liked her, and I liked fucking her much more than those college girls.

I knew then that I was using her, I would never marry her. I was nice to her kid and the rest came from her end.