Finally

After a very nasty divorce three years ago and a lot of dating and one night stands I became very curious and decided to act on something that I had thought about for many years
I started watching gay and bisexual porn. I have never been attracted to men but a hard cock or any cock for that matter gets my attention. I enjoy watching men jack off and shout a lot of cum. Watching men suck cock is very hot also but what I really enjoy most is watching a well hung man fucking another man.
I went so far as to buy several dildos and suction cup rubber cocks and lots of lube. I started to play around with my toys and watch porn and the first time I ever took one of my toys up my ass I fucked myself and it was great.
Once I tried it I wanted it more often and I found myself fucking my add every day after I got home from work then I bought a couple of butt plugs that I like to insert and wear around the house. I have tried out a few fairly large toys. I bought one a few weeks ago and it is one of the best feelings ever once I get it in my ass. It was a challenge the first few times because it is very thick. A big mushroom head and it is 11” long with a suction cup base. I set up a couple of mirrors and I was able to actually see it go in my ass. It was pretty exciting to watch suck a big fat long cock disappear into my ass. Not to mention the stretching it took to take it in my ass. Once I got it in and got used to it I fucked myself until I came very hard two times then I took it out.
I wanted it every day and started waking up early enough to fuck my ass with it before going to work. After some time playing alone I began to wonder how a real cock might felt and I joined a couple of gay and bisexual dating sites. I talked to a lot of men swapped muse pics dick and ass pics until I picked out two men that I enjoyed taking to. Both lived away from where I lived and I sent both of them pics if this big rubber cock in my ass.
After weeks of talking I decided to meet these men and drove to the town where they lived I spent the weekend in a nice hotel room sucking cock and getting my ass fucked by both of these nice young hung men. One the first night then the other the second night then both of them the third night. I got spit roasted a couple of times and it took some work but I got both of them in my ass at the same time.
I still have a few girlfriends but these weekend out of town trips to suck cock and hey my ass fucked are going to continue. I am really anxious to try a gang bang with several men taking turns on me and my darkest fantasy is two huge hung black men some day. I like being fucked and getting my dick sucked but getting fucked and sucking a dick at the same time is pretty hot.