I Messed Up Again

A couple of years ago before I was married I slept up and had sex with an old BF. My bf found out it was a mess he forgave me eventually and we moved forward with our relationship. We got engaged married everything was going well for us. I started a new job lots of new people some cute guys married and single. I was good until one night after work on a Friday a bunch of people and there spouses went out for happy hour. I asked my husband to go but he did not want to go and told me to go ahead and stay for a bit then head home and we would go out for dinner. I went had a few drinks a few to many a couple hours later I’m the only girl from our office left with 2 guys. One of the guys was leaving so o deceived to leave as wel. Before he left the other guy who we shall call Steve asked me to wait for him It was less then 3 minutes and he got his stuff and we left. Feeling a little buzzed he asked em to sit with him in his truck while he sobered up a bit. When buzzed I am a chatter box. He went on about how sexy my country accent was and I this him. One thing led to another his cock was out and I went to town on him. He finger fucked me until he shot his load mostly in my mouth. I went home husband was pist but I didn’t tell him the had happened. Weekend came and went and I was in the clear. Ok so never going to let that happen again. Same guy Monday comes up and asked me to Lunch says I have to go he has pictures and a video of me wants to show me. I’m pist I go to meet him at noon by his truck. We get in he pulls his phone out and shows me a 5 minute video of me sitting on his truck with my ass in the air as I’m sucking his cock. I tell him to delete it. He said that from now on on my lunch hour I have to blow him at least twice a week. So I did that day and following Friday. This has been going on for 3 week now and all of a sudden he says that blow jobs are not enough. I ended up getting fucked on my lunch break in his truck. I went to work sweating leaking cum hair all messed up. I had that just fucked look. He does have a large cock and I don’t mind the attention. I then realized I’m not on birth control and he shot about a gallon of cum inside me. I’m scared shitless to say anything to anyone. But I’m afraid it’s going to get real messy here real fast. I’m putting on my 2 week notice today so after the 2 weeks I will block his number.