Straight Female / 24
Coming To Terms With Who I Am
In college I played around with other girls. The more I did the easier it was. We were friends, with benefits. After college I wanted to work, make money. I worked for a profession firm, the money was good but the hours were long. After a while the job was boring. I had saved some money and went to Europe. After a week I came home. Traveling by yourself isn't fun.
I tried looking up my college girlfriend, but she was in a relationship. I called a recruiter and asked for a job that was more fulfilling. I went to work for a smaller, service company as an all purpose back office. I had never worked directly for a man. After spending four years in college surrounded by women, and then a job reporting to a woman, reporting to a man was really different.
I lost my senses and dated him. He pressed his advantage. One day my girlfriend called me she had broken up with him. We met and fell into our old habits. Behind his back. After several weeks I told him.
I miss my girlfriend, but I know we can only be friends, no benefits. I suppose I have strong feelings for him. I'm resigned to it, not having a girlfriend with benefits.
I tried looking up my college girlfriend, but she was in a relationship. I called a recruiter and asked for a job that was more fulfilling. I went to work for a smaller, service company as an all purpose back office. I had never worked directly for a man. After spending four years in college surrounded by women, and then a job reporting to a woman, reporting to a man was really different.
I lost my senses and dated him. He pressed his advantage. One day my girlfriend called me she had broken up with him. We met and fell into our old habits. Behind his back. After several weeks I told him.
I miss my girlfriend, but I know we can only be friends, no benefits. I suppose I have strong feelings for him. I'm resigned to it, not having a girlfriend with benefits.
