Straight Male / 43
No Need To Go Out Of Closet?
I started crossdressing probably at 12, first using panties (mom’s) and pantyhose that would give such big rushes that I still remember myself shaking in emotion. I still remember the beautiful lingerie collection my mom had, I went from panties to some vert sexy full body lace sets, I had the opportunity to be alone for long times in a summer vacation my mom took and I pretty much spent most of the day as girl, wearing lingerie and dresses, braziers wishing to have real boobs, and dildoing my **s for hours and hours, I really enjoyed the time and came countless times dressed as girly as possible… for some reason I never told anybody, no friend of mine got to know or see me.
On my mid 20s I was having a long relationship with a girlfriend and we were living together by then, and I was basically enjoying as much as I could the sex (she was sexy but kind of boring in bed) with her and having some solo sessions when she was sleeping or out shopping and the like… I loved her mini skirts, or wearing her panties and a nice pair of stretch pants. She also had a nice set of lingerie collection that I used every time I was alone. And most of the nights we had sex she would just go to sleep immediately after she came so I was often still very horny and I would not crossdress that much for the fear of getting caught, but maybe just panties, and take a dildo or vibrator and fuck myself to real satisfaction, which she knew I enjoyed so was not a big deal if got caught… then got married and stopped crossdressing but kept the anal fun alive, my wife (not same girlfriend) is a sexual funny girl that enjoys playing with toys, not as much as me but she likes to keep it kinky. So I get dildoed often and she has a collection of toys mainly to make me feel satisfied when I need a good anal fuck. I have never been with a man (except for a few childhood experiences already confessed) but I think I would, but what excites me the most is to make my fantasy of seeing my wife bbc’ed and to be fucked with her by the best stallion we can get. We get horny when having sex telling fantasies and most of she and I have are related to her having a fuck buddy, and I always get very horny telling her that I want to get penetrated by a big cock too, if Im lucky she will go and grab a dildo or butt plug and satisfy me while I fuck her… it is the best! Hopefully we will find the strength to get a good dick we can suck and fuck together
On my mid 20s I was having a long relationship with a girlfriend and we were living together by then, and I was basically enjoying as much as I could the sex (she was sexy but kind of boring in bed) with her and having some solo sessions when she was sleeping or out shopping and the like… I loved her mini skirts, or wearing her panties and a nice pair of stretch pants. She also had a nice set of lingerie collection that I used every time I was alone. And most of the nights we had sex she would just go to sleep immediately after she came so I was often still very horny and I would not crossdress that much for the fear of getting caught, but maybe just panties, and take a dildo or vibrator and fuck myself to real satisfaction, which she knew I enjoyed so was not a big deal if got caught… then got married and stopped crossdressing but kept the anal fun alive, my wife (not same girlfriend) is a sexual funny girl that enjoys playing with toys, not as much as me but she likes to keep it kinky. So I get dildoed often and she has a collection of toys mainly to make me feel satisfied when I need a good anal fuck. I have never been with a man (except for a few childhood experiences already confessed) but I think I would, but what excites me the most is to make my fantasy of seeing my wife bbc’ed and to be fucked with her by the best stallion we can get. We get horny when having sex telling fantasies and most of she and I have are related to her having a fuck buddy, and I always get very horny telling her that I want to get penetrated by a big cock too, if Im lucky she will go and grab a dildo or butt plug and satisfy me while I fuck her… it is the best! Hopefully we will find the strength to get a good dick we can suck and fuck together
