The Ritual

It was the late 80s and I had left an unhappy marriage with a woman.Being almost 25 I was a single guy getting used to living on my own as I had lived with my ex right after high school.

One day I was in a corner store in my neighborhood buying cigarettes. It was owned by a Korean family and I often dropped in to pick up milk,eggs or whatever. They had a magazine section with porn magazines straight and gay in a special section.One magazine caught my eye with this muscular good looking guy on the cover. I had never looked at a gay mag and nervously picked it up out of curiosity. The middleaged Korean guy at the cash told me the nagazines were for buying not reading and I quickly bought it. He was maybe 50 jet black hair tall and stocky with a bit of a belly. I got home and seeing all the naked guys with their hard cocks out in the magazine got me hard. I ended up jerking off to the pictures. I put the magazine away but a couple nights later opened it up and masturbated again. In a couple weeks I went back to the store and bought another gay mag to jerk off to. This became a bit of a ritual as once a month or so I bought a new gay magazine to look at. I began wondering if I was gay because the porn turned me know so much. I noticed I had begun masturbating even thinking about the older Korean guy at the store who looked at me funny when I bought the magazines there. I would picture him when jacking off quite often. One evening I was in the store and he was at the cash. He saw me pick up a new gay magazine to purchase. I already had an erection in my pants knowing I would be masturbating soon at home to it. I was paying for the magazine and he suddenly asked me if I was gay. I kind of nodded as it was hard to deny my interest . He said his wife was not home as they lived above the store. I was not sure what he was getting at right away. He told me to follow him and ked me to a back storage room. He fumbled with his pants and took out his cock which was getting hard. Seeing his cock in real life made me horny in a way I never felt before. He guided my head down and I placed his cock into my eager mouth. I sucked him like some of the pictures in my magazines. He groaned in pleasure and very quickly he spurted in my mouth. He dressed hurriedly and had me leave I went home and masturbated thinking of how it felt to blow him. So this is how it started for me. For the next couple years I blew him in that storage room when his wife was not around. I became his cocksucker. After I moved away I hooked up with other men and got into mutual oral and fucking and all the rest but he was my first.

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