Started Young

I have read many confessions here. They have made me feel good because I could not understand why I started so young. When I was twelve my older brother was sixteen. We were a large family in a small house. Four brothers would share two beds in one bedroom. I was sharing the bed with my older brother. My brother would play with himself and have cum all over his underwear. Since it was a small bed I could feel it and smell it. One day after he fell asleep he rolled over and got cum on my hand. I licked the cum off my hand. I liked it. So each night for about a week I waited until he fell asleep and I would wipe as much cum as I could off his underwear without waking him up. About a week later I wanted more. So after he fell asleep I went under the covers and started licking the cum of his underwear. To my surprise he started getting hard. I carefully pulled his underwear back and started licking the cum off his cock. I placed my mouth over his cock. I started suck his cock. He placed his hand on the back of my head and made me take his whole cock. I did . I swallowed all his cum. This became a daily occurrence. Every night I would suck his cock and swallow his cum multiple times . About six months in he started fucking me. To this day I still suck his cock, swallow his cum and he fucks me.