If He Doesn't Get Any, He's Going Where He Can Get It

Once upon a time my life was perfect. Then came unemployment, eviction, homeless. I slept on a couch, the husband took advantage of me. After a while he got me a job working for a friend of his. After getting back on my feet he continued to. demand sex from me and to override my life choices. I took a job on a cruise ship in the purser's office.

When I got back he was waiting. He was separated from his wife. Sex was immediate, I never got my shoes off. After six months at sea without the worry of pregnancy I was caught off guard. Before I knew it I was raising his second family. His ex raised hers and I raised mine. We crossed paths, her older daughter babysat for me.

Today it's sex on demand, whether I'm ready or not for it. If he ignores me I get angry. I want to put it out there. Sex is the glue that keeps you together. Hopefully you want it. It really bothers me when women ignore their husband. Why do you think he married you? Yes, it's your duty, you're there for him, his pleasure, his release. In return you get sex. If not, he will find her, the one that gives him what he wants. Ask me, he is with me at night, not his wife.