Situation Ends Well

Chip and I had been in a relationship 5 years beginning in the 11th grade. We had done everything but have intercourse waiting until marriage. My dad disliked Chip and had tried to break us up for years. Chip was almost graduated college and I worked in my dad’s business. I was jealous of Chip during college years thinking he would leave me for someone else. I was mad one day for no reason at work and my dad noticed. I told him I was concerned about losing Chip. He convinced me Chip had been cheating and would buy me a new car if i broke up with him. I broke up with Chip that weekend and he was devastated. I mostly cried all the next week. I went to a lake hangout the next weekend with some old friends. A good looking well built guy in his 30’s hooked up with me. Later I couldn’t believe myself for making out with him. I let him be my first in the water and he cum inside me. I was drunk all day and he had sex with me two more times but pulled out. I was awoken from a drunk sleep that night with someone else just finishing inside me. I went home ashamed and and the next week called Chip and asked to get back together. He had been told what I did at the lake so he was over with me. I had my son unmarried and blood test showed the second guy was the father. He pays child support but his words, would never marry a slut like me. My dad realized he wrecked my life. He tried to get Chip to take me back but failed. No one my age group wanted a young mother with a son for marriage and after many flings I switched to an older divorced man. I moved in with him for two months but he asked me to leave so he could get back with his wife. Chip got with another girl got married and had 3 daughters. 16 years later his wife died after a long fight with cancer. I went to his house only to wish him condolences. He was a wreck. I started going over and doing housework and helping with his daughters while he was at work. I never made a move romantically on Chip. On evening he called me and asked for a dinner date with me and kids. We did this several times the next few months. He finally asked for a date with me alone. He asked for us to give us a try again. I cried uncontrollably and wouldn’t quit hugging him. We had sex in his pickup truck. We married almost 2 years after his wife passed. He had been clipped so I couldn’t have a child by him. My son and his three daughters was enough children anyway. We have been happily married since he married me. I am totally committed to being a good wife.