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Straight Male / 46
Please Read Ladies And Thank You Very Much
Hello ladies. Please first know that I’m a very normal man who has been faithful except for a brief period which I’ll explain.
I married young to my first wife who was a wonderful woman. We worked hard and bought our dream home away from the city and I was able to change jobs thanks to the need for my profession.
After a few years I took a promotion and we were set for life financially. After 6 years she became homesick for her family and her anger manifested itself in rejecting me sexually. Counselling helped for a brief period before she insisted we move to the city again. The same place she couldn’t wait to leave when we married.
We ended our marriage amicably and I was alone in the big house that I now had to work overtime to pay her for. I cashed out my pension and paid dearly just to make sure she was comfortable financially. I’m not mean or vindictive.
I worked incredibly hard for two years plus rented the basement apartment which we didn’t before because we wanted privacy. On the third year things were looking better.
I dated a few girls then rejoined the gym in our small town where I worked. I met the most beautiful woman who knocked me off my feet. She was working hard to keep her head above water. She herself had just divorced from a mean man who treated her like crap.
A year and a half later we got married and it has been a blessing for us both.
My beautiful wife is sexually the most active woman I have ever met. She matches my sex drive which is not easy to do. As hard as I work I also work hard sexually to satisfy my needs.
When I was single all through my life I would masturbate for my needs. I was raised by a sexually healthy family who never scolded me for my actions when they discovered I was actively self pleasuring. Instead they gave me educational guidance with reading material and I grew up with a sexually positive mindset without embarrassment.
Fast forward to the last three years of my life. My beautiful wife became ill and had to have surgery due to huge growths on her lady parts. She underwent surgery and instantly lost all sexual desires. She no longer takes care of herself and her beautiful body is now very out of shape. She is a a place where she simply doesn’t care what she looks like and she has zero sexual desire for me.
Now at 46 I’m in a sexless marriage with a woman I love and my only sexual release is masturbation.
As much as I enjoy masturbation it’s not the same as being with a beautiful woman. I’m at the point where I’m settling with the fact that masturbation is now my sex life forever. I still have a huge sex drive which leaves me feeling angry quite often because of the situation.
My wife doesn’t understand how I feel and feels I should be content masturbating alone without even having visual stimulation. It’s next to impossible for me. I need sex!!!!
If I could even get her to understand that I need visual support I’d be more satisfied. I truly wish I could find someone who is in my situation (female) that I could video chat with privately but I know that would never happen. I’m stuck in a sexless relationship with no answers other than to wait for my desires to dwindle away many years from now.
Not much else to say. Not much anyone can help by replying. I guess I started writing looking for answers but now it feels like I’m simply complaining. Maybe I’ll hit delete.
I married young to my first wife who was a wonderful woman. We worked hard and bought our dream home away from the city and I was able to change jobs thanks to the need for my profession.
After a few years I took a promotion and we were set for life financially. After 6 years she became homesick for her family and her anger manifested itself in rejecting me sexually. Counselling helped for a brief period before she insisted we move to the city again. The same place she couldn’t wait to leave when we married.
We ended our marriage amicably and I was alone in the big house that I now had to work overtime to pay her for. I cashed out my pension and paid dearly just to make sure she was comfortable financially. I’m not mean or vindictive.
I worked incredibly hard for two years plus rented the basement apartment which we didn’t before because we wanted privacy. On the third year things were looking better.
I dated a few girls then rejoined the gym in our small town where I worked. I met the most beautiful woman who knocked me off my feet. She was working hard to keep her head above water. She herself had just divorced from a mean man who treated her like crap.
A year and a half later we got married and it has been a blessing for us both.
My beautiful wife is sexually the most active woman I have ever met. She matches my sex drive which is not easy to do. As hard as I work I also work hard sexually to satisfy my needs.
When I was single all through my life I would masturbate for my needs. I was raised by a sexually healthy family who never scolded me for my actions when they discovered I was actively self pleasuring. Instead they gave me educational guidance with reading material and I grew up with a sexually positive mindset without embarrassment.
Fast forward to the last three years of my life. My beautiful wife became ill and had to have surgery due to huge growths on her lady parts. She underwent surgery and instantly lost all sexual desires. She no longer takes care of herself and her beautiful body is now very out of shape. She is a a place where she simply doesn’t care what she looks like and she has zero sexual desire for me.
Now at 46 I’m in a sexless marriage with a woman I love and my only sexual release is masturbation.
As much as I enjoy masturbation it’s not the same as being with a beautiful woman. I’m at the point where I’m settling with the fact that masturbation is now my sex life forever. I still have a huge sex drive which leaves me feeling angry quite often because of the situation.
My wife doesn’t understand how I feel and feels I should be content masturbating alone without even having visual stimulation. It’s next to impossible for me. I need sex!!!!
If I could even get her to understand that I need visual support I’d be more satisfied. I truly wish I could find someone who is in my situation (female) that I could video chat with privately but I know that would never happen. I’m stuck in a sexless relationship with no answers other than to wait for my desires to dwindle away many years from now.
Not much else to say. Not much anyone can help by replying. I guess I started writing looking for answers but now it feels like I’m simply complaining. Maybe I’ll hit delete.
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