I Wish I'd Done This A Decade Ago

My divorce took a lot out of me and the one thing that brought me out of my depression was the thrill posting nude pics of myself. I've always thought I was shy and timid. I always avoided being the central of attention. I tried to live as a modest woman but it never brought me any happiness. My husband was just as unhappy as I was.

After he left me I went down hill and deep into my own head. This went on for about half a year. And by chance I learned an old friend of mine had an onlyfans page. I found out from her that she did it to feel sexy again after her last pregnancy. And I could tell she loved the whole experience by the way she spoke about her fans and stuff she posted. It was so wrong and against everything we'd been raised to believe. But once I saw the attention she was getting and how it really brought a real excitement into her life I knew something special was happening to her.

She suggested I try post pics of myself anonymously with my face covered or blurred. It took me a month to do it but I bought a lace masquerade mask and matching thong. It was so thrilling when I finally pressed OK to post my pic. I was shaking. The first pic I posted was of me cupping my tit with one hand and and holding my phone with the other.

Since then I've posted myself naked and masturbating for almost ever day. I do the most outrageous things to my body because I can and it feels amazing. I wake up excited to create some naughty pics and send them off. Sometimes I can't fall asleep I get so turned on by the comments I get.

I've learned so much about myself. I even started casually dating another woman after I discovered I'm bi and she helps with the photography so I can use both my hands

I feel I'm finally living and enjoying myself to the fullest.