I Gave Into It For Money

I felt nervous and not a bit excited as I took an older man up on his offer. I needed money badly, I was behind on rent, cable, car payments then added in a thousand dollar repair bill on the car. He offered me three thousand dollars if I went to a nudist resort with him for the weekend. Leaving Friday late afternoon, and coming back on Sunday night. He made it plain that I was the have sex with him as he wanted for the weekend. He is 52, in shape, and honestly a very handsome looking man and I was desperate.

He gave me the money up front, and we arrived Friday night in time for an evening meal. At the restaurant some of the patrons were dressed, some semi nude, others totally nude. He went clothed and I thought I could too but he wanted me topless. Once on arrival in our bungalow he got naked and insisted I do also. I thought this was going to be my initiation into being a paid whore, but it wasn't. He was complementing me on my body and to be honest he had the biggest cock I'd ever seen. Other than him, my brother had the biggest it was 6 inches long when soft and and inch and a half thick soft. I asked one of his girlfriends and she said it went to 9 inches and was as thick as his wrist. This one was bigger. He dressed, and gave me a bottom wrap around like you'd wear over a swimsuit, I thought I could put on panties but no, he wanted me bare under the wrap. So my C cup, boobs out for the world, my make up done, my hair done, nails done, and a wrap around my bottom with no panties we went to dinner.

It was after dinner I expected we'd go to the bungalow and I'd have to let him have sex. I was worried about what I'd gotten myself into, not having any idea of what kind of sex he expected. He wanted to walk on the beach first, and it was on the beach at night in amonst the palms he took off my wrap, spread it out, lain me down and spreading my legs he went down on my shaved pussy. I finally did get wet, I was so nervous even with very skilled licking it took almost 5 minutes. He was hard, and he got on top of me and pushed his monster cock into my - up till then - tiny vagina. I'd never had one like that, it actually felt uncomfortable really, he began moving in and out, I kissed him, letting him know that it would be OK. I wanted at least the appearance of something mutual, not just paid sex. He didn't have a condom, in fact he'd not brought any, and he came buckets inside me. It was leaking out while he was still inside me shoot more and more into me. I remember thinking that I was glad I didn't give him a BJ first.

I did give him BJs that weekend, he didn't expect me to swallow it all, I did what I could, he loved shooting facials on me, shoot on my boobs. He would sometimes shoot on me and we'd walk back through the resort or by the pool and he would parade me around with his cum running down my chest, my face, my boobs. He really liked that. It made me feel even worse, now all the people knew I was a young girl probably getting paid, or getting a better job being with this older man. He tried anal sex which I'd done before, but he was just too big. when we finally got back to his place, he didn't wait, he took my into the living room, pulled up my dress, ripped off my panties, put vaseline on and in my ass and on his cock and pushed into me. I was begging, crying, and in such pain. After he was done, and his huge load was running out of my now gaping asshole, he laid down another thousand.

I went to the toilet, and after draining my abused hole of as much of his cum as i could I put some toilet paper back there, then a pad from my purse and then remembered that I didn't have panties. I held them in place and went out, he had gone into my suitcase and was holding a pair of panties for me. I jerked them away from him, put them on and went out to the uber he called.

So I feel like a total POS, a whore, an abused woman forced into anal sex and damaged for it. He's texted asking for another meet, one night, but I haven't texted him back. No matter what now, I've prostituted myself. I gave sex for money and I feel like shit.

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painkillr

by painkillr on Jul 26, 2024 at 7:56 AM

lol of course you're going to txt him back. you won't learn from this degradation at all, you aren't going to be able to support yourself on your own. so you'll come crawling back to him hoping for another thousand when he gets in your ass again

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 26, 2024 at 8:03 AM

Don’t be too hard on yourself. We all do stuff for money whether it’s going into an office or letting someone sex us. We’re all whoring ourselves out to someone unless we are wealthy and self-sufficient.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 26, 2024 at 9:17 AM

Don't be too hard on yourself. I'm on my third husband and I've cum out ahead every time, money wise. Linda.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 26, 2024 at 1:18 PM

Unless you intend to start spreading it around, I'd suggest that you aren't so much a whore as what you are a sugar baby.

Would that be a discussion you would consider having with him? Assuming he has no entanglements to prevent the arrangement, would you trade all of your holes and some of your independence for a steady income and a rent-free apartment?

Did he ever make you cum during the time at the resort? Do you now feel the stirrings of being a size queen and craving his overly large endowment? Or is that one of the things you fear; getting accustomed to a super sized cock and not being able to enjoy an average one because you're looser than you used to be?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 26, 2024 at 5:13 PM

Depends on how you look at it , if you enjoyed the act ignore the guilt , I simply mean if you got enjoyment from the sex then it would simply be sex for sex sake and the money was for your time only x

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Seagull57

by Seagull57 on Jul 27, 2024 at 10:07 AM

I agree with most of the responders here. You are young and in financial trouble. You did what you did to remedy that. There is no shame in sacrificing your morals to pay the bills. We all whore ourselves out to some degree.
The only question is, what happens now? Will the four grand get you on solid footing or will you need more cash in the future?

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