Mother May I

My mother was a single mom with me being her only child. We were very close. Very. She is a great mom, overly protective, hard working, I had want for nothing. I was the centre of her universe and still am. My mom is an average looking woman, nice body pretty face, who felt very comfortable in her skin. She had no problem with nudity and often was nude while at home and I too was and am the same. My own kids, her grandkids, have seen her nude many times. Her and I would shower or bath together when I was very young none of which was sexual. At 12 years of age my body changed with puberty, I remember being in our large tub waiting on her to join in. As she took her clothing off I became aroused. My hard on would not leave the whole time I was in the tub. I had cracked many hard ons before but this one was generated by her body suddenly becoming sexualized in my mind. Mom just smiled and said her boy was becoming a man and our bathing together stopped. Fast forward to age 14. I had a strong crush on a girl in school. She sadly rejected my attentions saying she wasn’t into redheads, that we were a turn off. Ugly. I was crushed over the rejection particularly the harshness of it. My mother could see my upset, my depression and personality change. She was very worried. I really isolated myself. One night while I was jacking off, mom walked in. I covered up but it was too late. She saw what she saw. She apologized came over to the bed and we talked. She removed my blanket off me saying I should never be ashamed of my body. The following Sunday morning mom came out of her room buck naked, something that she had not done since I was 12. I struck a boner which she could easily see tenting my pjs. She walked into the kitchen, poured a coffee and then gave me a big hug. To feel her nude body on my bare chest was awesome, my boner pushing against her stomach through my pj bottoms. She took it into her hand and said, “And a good morning to you too sir!” and then retired back into her room. I went into my room and masturbated. Mom reverted to being her old self, walking around nude a lot. I too did the same with my young hard on on display every time she walked naked around me. One night we were watching a movie, nude on the couch when a sex scene came up and with that my boner. She placed her hand around my cock and just slowly moved it up and down. It felt so much better than my own hand. I could feel I was about to cum, she knew it as well and tried to cup my sperm in her hand but it shot out about a foot onto the carpet and my thighs. She cleaned it up, I remember staring at her ass and hairy pussy as she was on all fours cleaning the semen from the carpet. I gently touched her beautiful pussy which startled her. My new erection immediately disappeared, she apologized for her reaction saying she didn’t expect my touch. “It’s okay Honey.” She on her knees, she positioned herself between my legs as I sat on the couch. She took my penis in her hand, worked me hard and asked that I touch her tits. She the put her mouth on me. God I can still remember just how great her warm wet mouth felt on my penis. The first time is always memorable. She sucked on each of my testicles as well. My heart was pounding out of my chest. She then got up straddled my thighs and sank me into her beautiful love hole. She was incredible. An incredible kissed, lover, she repeatedly told me how beautiful I was and how great my penis felt. She knew each time I was on the verge of blowing my load and stop immediately until I calmed down. She kept this up for easily 20 minutes slow and steady until she let me blow my load in her. And blow my load I did! That night we slept together and most if not all nights after that. We made love often with her teaching me everything, how to do oral, how to make love, how to make a woman feel special. We both knew that what we were doing would not be accepted outside the home. Never was a word spoken to anyone for fear that a great thing would be ruined and she would be punished severely. Once I was seriously dating it all but stopped. I was probably 20 when it stopped for the most part, with a rare occurrence here and there. Her propensity for nudity has always remained. She’ll always be a nudist as too am I. I eventually got married and have three great kids. My mother absolutely loves being a grandmom. Sadly she’s dealing with MS and struggles with issues but a warmer more loving caring woman does not exist. I have been truly blessed to have her.
PS I have never spoken a word to anyone including my wife of 15 years. I have worded this confession in such a way where nobody would get hurt. No names nor locations. I’m sharing the story because I’m sure I can’t be the only one and with a positive result. She is a mom who wanted her son not to feel unattractive or undesirable. It worked.