Straight Female / 34
Insatiable Sexual Desire
When I hit 30, I was married. I had a great job too.
When I was 33, I saw my sexual desire increase 100 fold. I went from wanting sex a couple of times a week to needing it, craving it, all of the time. My husband enjoyed this heightened desire, but just could not keep up. I invested in dildo’s, vibrators and other sexually related toys. Nothing quenched the insatiable desire for sex.
One night, as my husband was fucking me, I said the words ‘fuck me harder, fuck me deeper, keep fucking me!’ Then he came. My pussy, my body and my soul were left hanging. I was pissed and my husband thought it was funny. He thought it was funny. I told him to get the fuck out of my bed and go sleep somewhere else. We did not talk for a week.
After those non speaking days, I started the discussion with asking him why he laughed? His answer, because you were acting like a slut, like a dog in heat.’ I was appalled and I left. I spent that night in my car in the safety of a Walmart parking lot. He called me 25 times but I never answered. The next day was Saturday. I went home, I packed a bag and went to my mom’s house. I never went home again.
Do not let anyone judge you. Do not let anyone make you feel beneath them. Do not let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are. My husband did that and looking back now, he always did it. I am not mad, nor am I in love with him anymore. Yes, I still have an insatiable sexual desire, but that is my insatiable sexual desire, to attend to as I see fit.
When I was 33, I saw my sexual desire increase 100 fold. I went from wanting sex a couple of times a week to needing it, craving it, all of the time. My husband enjoyed this heightened desire, but just could not keep up. I invested in dildo’s, vibrators and other sexually related toys. Nothing quenched the insatiable desire for sex.
One night, as my husband was fucking me, I said the words ‘fuck me harder, fuck me deeper, keep fucking me!’ Then he came. My pussy, my body and my soul were left hanging. I was pissed and my husband thought it was funny. He thought it was funny. I told him to get the fuck out of my bed and go sleep somewhere else. We did not talk for a week.
After those non speaking days, I started the discussion with asking him why he laughed? His answer, because you were acting like a slut, like a dog in heat.’ I was appalled and I left. I spent that night in my car in the safety of a Walmart parking lot. He called me 25 times but I never answered. The next day was Saturday. I went home, I packed a bag and went to my mom’s house. I never went home again.
Do not let anyone judge you. Do not let anyone make you feel beneath them. Do not let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are. My husband did that and looking back now, he always did it. I am not mad, nor am I in love with him anymore. Yes, I still have an insatiable sexual desire, but that is my insatiable sexual desire, to attend to as I see fit.
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