Maybe I Took It Too Far?

I want to be a good person. I try really hard. But deep down I don’t think I really am. I read that people with sex or porn addiction are inclined to have a personality disorder. I wonder if it’s true. I’m married with a kid. I hide porn on my devices. My wife knows I like porn, but not nearly to the extent. She doesn’t know I have a fake twitter page loaded with all sorts of kinks, and that sometimes I post naked pictures of myself. I had a friend from an online game. We talked for over 9 years. We shared intimate details about some of our shared kinks. We both had gay thoughts, liked trans girls. He had cheated on his wife, and told me he still loved the other woman. He told me once he wanted to rub our cocks together. Recently I told him I had a sex dream with him and he freaked out. I didn’t really. I just hoped he would get a little excited. But he got mad. Told me I accosted him. I’m not sure if I’m to blame for this falling out or not. I feel like he was dishonest and misrepresented himself. Now we haven’t talked in weeks, and we both will play in the same guild. I feel angry at him for making me feel guilty. I apologized hoping to mend things. But I think he’s acting like a complete fucking baby about it all. There’s a lot more detail to it. But that’s the short of it.