I Let My Guard Down.

Even while writing this i'm in tears because of what had happened between me and my husband's brother. I'm not the kind of person to do things that is out of character but here i am on a forum confessing. Now let me first let it be known that my husband is a minister of a local church and i myself is a Sunday school teacher.

My brother in law who and his wife also attended our church where they too are active members. They visited us at our home one day when me and my husband were having a fight. My husband were very course with me but when his brother car pulled up he quickly started acting like the virgin Mary.

When they came in they suspected something weren't right but they played it off and told us they were going to the beach and ask if we would like to join them.
My husband told them we were busy and in the middle of something but i quickly blurted out "i'm in". The look on my husband's face thereafter reflects what's inside his heart. I know he was mad.

We went to the beach straight away but i did not even thought about changing before i left home the way i was eager to get away from my husband. My brother in law then suggested that i swim in my underwear and the t-shirt i had on.. all i had to do is to remove my jeans.

We were there for more than an hour after which my brother in law's wife put up a huge umbrella and went under it where she fell asleep. Leaving me and my BIL in the water, he immediately asked me what was happening at home?.. I told him we had a fight but nothing serious. I started spilling details which caused my tears to flow uncontrollably..
He immediately embraced me which lasted no more than a minutes and with my scarred emotions and that tender embrace from him we just started kissing.

He then capitalized on my weakness when he scooped me up where i'm now wrapping my legs around his waist with my hands around his neck and my head resting on his shoulder hugging him tightly. His hands quickly started roaming by body then his fingers ended up rubbing my vagina through my panties.
The feeling of it quickly caused my breathing to get really heavy and before i knew it my BIL shift my panty seat aside then pushes his penis in me.

We had sex in the water which lasted no more than 5 minutes. We then kissed again with more passion after which i told him to stop. He complied then we got very quiet. When we were leaving the beach i felt one of the biggest guilt i've ever felt and when we got back home and they left, my husband then gave me one of the tightest hug i've ever felt from him with a sincere apology.

Now that also tore me apart along with what had happened between me and his brother. We never talked about what had happened and he never tried to repeat it.