What Goes Around Comes Around, But This Time I Keep It A Secret

My wife was out of town. I had cheated on her when we first got married and I told her. For some reason it didn't phase her. When from time to time I cheated I told her. Sometimes she got sexually aggressive, sometimes she laid back and didn't cooperate. Then I caught an STD. Fortunately she didn't get it, but it scared us both and I swore off other women.

Twenty five years later my wife was traveling for business, leaving on Mondays and returning on Fridays. Our kids were off at college and I had the house to myself. I started masturbating to porn, I went to the Adult store and rented Videos, always gay for some reason. The internet was young and I joined a chat site for gays. One man came across very dominant and demanded to see me. I told him what city I lived in, and he flew down and we met at a motel by the airport. We had a drink in the bar, the rest of the evening was raw sex, he had stamina and by the time he finished with me I had a tear in my asshole. I had sucked his dick and he had sucked my dick, and I let him fuck me a couple of times.

I went home feeling dirty and bad, but it drove me to more intense masturbation. I had dinner alone at a small restaurant and the obviously gay waiter kept calling me honey and sweetie and putting his hand on my shoulder. I told him I was alone and he asked me if I wanted company. When he got off I took him home with me. I sucked his dick for what seemed like an hour, but it was only minutes. He wanted me to please him and I got on his back and fucked him. I sucked his dick afterwards.

These experiences drove my porn and masturbations. I had others, random, not planned. When my wife came home I maybe had sex with her, I didn't have an appetite for her.

I was masturbating on my back with a video in the background of some tranny caught up in a threesome, when I saw a shadow in the window. My pest control man was standing at the window watching. He is from West Africa and he is a large man. We stared at each other and he unzipped his pants. His dick hung there and I crawled to the window and put my mouth against it and he put his dick against it. I let him in and sucked his dick, holding it in my hand it felt like the end of the hose. When he fucked me he really split me open. I had anal fissures and I had to have a proctologist sew them up. I kept all this from my wife. But the pest control man I couldn't keep away. After that first experience I used gobs of goo and made him fuck me slowly until he was all the way in, then it was in his hands to finish fucking me.

At times I think that it's my punishment for running around on my wife when I was younger. At times I ask myself why didn't I know about this earlier. My wife suspects I have another woman somewhere, I don't dare tell her what has been happening.

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