Surprised At Accepting It I Discovered I Was Gay The Hardway

To put it simply, I was robbed. My rent money was in my dresser drawer and the watch that had belonged to my grandfather. My roommate Chris had to spot me the rent, but in my wage category I could never catch up, not even at 2O dollars a month. It was a time when we were all poor, working food service, and playing guitars after dark.

One night, it was still warm before the fall took hold, we were outside on the back porch of the rundown place we lived in and a guy friend of another friend was there and he trapped me inside when I went to my room for a guitar pick. He forced me in my room, shut the door and and when it was over he had fucked my bare ass and he had shoved his dick in my mouth. Like it or not he made me his boyfriend and for the next two years I sucked his dick and he fucked me.

Now that I have money, I have been very lucky. I have money and I help out starving artists, particularly young men trying out in the music business. If it is possible and a young man wants to go with me, I ask him, I tell him, my interest is personal. Most of these young men are negatively surprised and it ends there. But from time to time a young man wants to be the object of my affections and I fuck him hard and shove my dick down his throat. I have to, once I get started I need to overpower him. If he is nice enough that I want him around I keep him in rent and fun times. If not, it's a one time thing and it's over.