I Swear I'm Not Gay But Evan's Pushed Me Into It

I am maybe confessing, or maybe just talking about it. I'm not gay, I know that. I have a friend, I'll call him Evan. Evan is a man who spent some time in the service, always stateside, he didn't see any action or anything like that. Evan and I were out at a bar one night, and he suggested we got to this bar he knew about. We went and I noticed there was no name I could find for it. It was dark inside and after my eyes adjusted there a couple of guys at the bar, and a couple of guy couples at tables. Evan went to the bar and brought back some beers. While we were standing he asked me to dance, he wanted to show how much he appreciated me.

I was unsure as to how to respond. We moved to a small table that faced the dance floor, and we saw two men dancing, and then they were kissing. Evan put his hand on my hand and said he wanted us to be more than friends. I asked him how, and he said that I would suck his dick and he would suck my dick and that way we were more than just friends. The two men that were dancing were making out on the dance floor and this other two guys started dancing. See, Evan said, if they can dance why can't we dance. I didn't want to, but he stood up and grabbed my hand and pulled me on the dance floor. We danced apart, I say we, I stood there mostly and he danced. Then he moved in and kissed me, like a cobra kissing you suddenly.

He got close and put his arm around my neck and with the other hand he grabbed my dick in my pants. Pulling me hard to him he told me he loved me, and this time he smacked a kiss on me. He got down in a squat and rubbed his face in my crotch and stood up and kissed me again. The other dancers never paid attention, they were into their own thing. I looked around and the bar was mostly empty, except for those two at the bar. He said that he was going to suck my dick and I was going to let him.

We went back to sit down, but instead of a table he took me back to a booth and got right up against me with his hand on my crotch, massaging me with his hand, trying to kiss me. He went down and got my pants unzipped and took my dick in his hand and started to suck me. While he was sucking me this waiter came by and apologized, when he is done call me and I will get you another beer. After he got me hard, I supposed anyone would react the same way, he tried to get me to cum, but I didn't. He stood up and wiped his mouth and unzipped his pants and put out his dick. He was hard and he told me to suck him, tit for tat. The other people were watching, one of them said come on suck the boy will you. I did. Not really but I did put his dick in my mouth. When I stopped which was in a few seconds he stood and planted a big kiss on my mouth. Evan said he was queer and so was I, and to face it and get on with it.

We went to his place, he lived alone in a second story apartment and the first thing he did was start streaming a gay video, two guys giving blowjobs. That's what I want, he told me, suck me until my balls go dry. He dropped his pants and stepped out of them and grabbed at my pants telling me he wanted my dick. He put his arms around my neck and started to rub his dick against me, my dick was shy and wouldn't get hard. He sat down and told me to finish what I had started, not to stop until I had made him blow. He came in my mouth without warning me. He shut my mouth with his hand and said swallow.

He went to his room and came out with a bottle and spread some on his dick and some on his hand and reached behind me. Now bend over, take it like a man. After getting hard again he fucked me. That night I stayed there and went back to my place in the morning. He called and came over after noon and said that from now on I was queer, I had to accept it.

I'm not gay, I swear it.