I Let Him Use Me

As a kid I knew I was gay. There was just something about guys that attracted me to them. When I joined the football team it was great because I got to see everyone's cocks. I was with my best friend who knew I was gay but no one else really knew. My friend didn't know but I was attracted to him and that attraction grew when I saw his fat white cock. We were 14 and I would try to do everything with him so we could be together. As horny teens we would watch porn whenever we could and we'd tried jerking. He would jerk to the porn and I would jerk to his cock. I just wanted to reach out and grab it. He asked me if I liked watching that type of porn since I wasn't interested in the girls and I just told him that I stared at the guys and their cocks. Which was when he asked me if I ever looked at his. Mind you we were naked at this time and I looked down at him and said well its kind of hard to miss when it's big and fat. At that moment he asked why didn't I just grab it. I really wanted to but I was hesitant to not make it seem like I was desperate for it. He kept insisting and I grabbed it and rubbed it. I could still think back to that day and feel it in my hands. Big, rock hard, and hairy. I continued to play with it and I then I wanted it in my mouth. We never told anyone what we did those times.

As our urges grew more and more he invited me over one day and we started watching porn again. The movie started with dick sucking and he said he wanted that. This was my moment and I just crawled down and put my mouth on his dick. It was everything I dreamed of, he was hesitant like he didn't want it but didn't want to stop me. I have long hair and was skinny so he said I did look like a girl which made him feel better. I sucked for a long time. My dick was rock hard. He told me to wait and he ran and grabbed a condom from his dad's room. I definitely wanted his cock in me at that moment and told him let's do it. He put it on and I laid face down and the first time it hurt so much. It took awhile and we rubbed lotion all over my ass and I could barely get passed the head. It took like a month to finally get it in all the way. I practiced at home with random things. I looked up on how to make it easier.

The day he fucked me was the day I went over to his house in a hurry and told him I was ready. No one was home and I just stripped down and so did he. I was already hard walking in and I started by sucking him off and spreading baby oil all over my ass while fingering myself. We slipped on the condom and I sat on him and feeling his fat cock spread me open was the best feeling ever. It didn't take long before he came. He went to wash up in the restroom and I was waiting in his room. He didn't even wait and when he came in he grabbed more oil and spread me open again. This time I was face down and I got lost in the sensation. Just in and out continuous fucking. That was the first time I came from anal. I just remember spurting everywhere on his bed.

He told me he wanted to fuck me every chance he could and whenever had urges. I told him he could fuck me anytime and anywhere. I would gladly take his fat cock in me any day of the week. He fucked me almost daily for 2 years. We were both extremely horny at those times. He always said he wasn't gay but I found that hard to believe when he kept fucking me. He never sucked me off but he did play with it.