Let’s Play House

As a kid (11) we did lots of family activities. Family’s would either come to our house or we would go to their houses parents were always together usually in the living room or outside and the kids usually went to the rooms to play, there were a couple of us and we all grew together since the start we would play and play and play as time went by my cousin (which she is the same age as me ) we had always really clicked at an early age, one day one of the younger cousins decided let’s play house and chose my cousin to be the the mom and me as the dad because of our age, we the oldest of the group . We were young and dumb and obviously agreed to play the role .

I would be the one to build forts and stuff while she would make sure the other cousins were fed with fake play food and it seemed so innocent until the nights would come and it was time to play bed time. Out of fun we chose the kids room and then the parents room at first we would just lay there and then every now and then we would go check and make sure the other cousins were play sleeping lol. I had head back to the bed my cousin was laying in again we are just role playing. I laid back down and realize she’s on her side and says “hug me” my innocent dumb ass reply was turn around and she said no, hug me from behind because she would see her dad laying with mom that way. So I did . Mind you my cousin is beautiful Latin light skin beautiful blond hair green eyes, always been thick in the right locations. As I lay there spooning my cousin my mind and heart going a million miles an hour knowing this might be wrong but f it , before I realized I had started to get a hard on and slowly backed off since I was embarrassing of my cock poking her ass cheeks through her jeans.but all she did was scoot closer on to me. As I lay there with my super hard cock she reaches back and feels on my cock and says what’s this I freaked out again I backed off and she said no I like feeling you close. So I pushed myself back up against her and made sure every bit of my cock she felt against her ass. It was little tease sessions like this for several visits till one day we were playin she grabbed my hand and slid it on to her tits and would guide me all over her body (above the clothing ) and I had had enough and said f*** it and just went to feel her pussy and her reaction was her springing her legs open and said it felt good what I was doing so I kept going rubbing till my fingers got sticky from her pussy being so wet it went though the Jeans, at the same time she’s messaging my hard cock it was a ton of teasing and pussy rubbing and tit playing but never got to do anything more since our other cousins were around and kept barging in. Eventually that stopped but we continued to stay close throughout our child hood I would stay over to hang out from time to time I would sense a bit of jealousy when she would hear about my girlfriends since we grew close. she ended up getting married at an early age,we are older now , her and her husband would come by some times to hang out at my place since they were local and I became cool with her husband and hung out a lot , later on I got married and with kids of my own. they still would come by some times they would stay the night some nights. Her and I still keep in touch till this day , we text each other from time to time to just check in on things. She recently started going to the gym and sent me a couple pictures of her transformation and she looked amazing. I found my self looking at her and checking her out wishing I could go back with the confidence I have now have. I wondering if she has ever thought about those times we had as kids . And if so how could I ask her or even approach it or should I just let it be and just move on