Filmed

My husband and I have been swinging for a number of years and explored many different fantasies including swap, shared and group but until last month I had never agreed to be filmed. I used to say what if the film ever got out but deep down I was worried that the reality wouldn’t match the fantasy. We use porn in our relationship and I like watching beautiful women get fucked but worried once I’d watched myself then I would get hung up on how awkward I really looked as opposed to the memory of how good it had felt.
Finally I agreed but on the condition I was the only woman so he arranged for two guys we had seen before to join us.
The night was fun and generally I got on entertaining the guys whilst they took it in turn to film though occasionally very aware t when they held the camera to record my face or close to my pussy to get the penetration.
The night after, and opening our second bottle of wine, we watched it together and I was surprised to see how good I actually looked. Husband complimented me constantly, saying how I looked like a real pro handling the three cocks and showing the camera how turned on I was. We had really good sex on the sofa as we replayed it a second time.
Here’s my real confession though. Whenever I’m in the house on my own now I put the film on and just constantly masturbate, watching myself take these guys and turned on watching the look on my face as I ride one and suck the second, or the moment I tell not one of them in particular that I need a cock up my ass. By the time I watch them cum over me I’m lying back exhausted.
Husband doesn’t know but I haven’t yet told him I want to see myself filmed doing even more stuff