Giving In Was That Best Decision

I was little as a I grew up. Always skinny and leaned more to the feminine side. When everyone around me hit puberty and I saw there cocks growing, mine didn't. It stayed small. My friends would get together and want to compare sizes to see who was biggest. I would walk up and play with mine like I was the biggest. They found it funny and one friend said why don't you just be a girl. That message stuck with me the whole day. So one day I went over to my cousins house. I knew nobody was there so I went in and grabbed some panties and a bra. I went home and tried them on. They felt good, too good. The panties just felt right on me. I looked at myself in the mirror and liked the way I looked. I had the average twink body tall and skinny. Although I never transitioned nor did I want to I found it right dressing up as a girl. Overtime my collection grew from panties to clothes and makeup. I let my hair grow out.

I then moved out on my own. I went to live alone so I could dress up more. I bought sex toys and more clothes, lingerie, sexy panties, and various other things. I was a virgin until I was 21. I just had myself and my toys, no one ever knew what I did when I was alone. My urges grew more and more though. I just wanted to get fucked like a real woman. So I decided to begin looking and within the first week I had a lot of guys waiting for responses. I found one that looked good to me and arranged him for the weekend. I was ready to get my asshole wrecked. I dressed up un lingerie, did my makeup, and plugged my ass. He got to my place and my heart was racing. He saw me all ready and we just went into my room. I stripped him down so fast I dont think any words were ever spoken the whole night. I sucked his fat cock and was begging for him to put it in me. He turned me over and pulled the plug out and as I felt him spread me open I immediately came. But that didn't stop anything. He just at me like he had been deprived of sex too. We tried every position possible and I just kept spurting cum every so often. When we went into doggy I just felt a warm load in me. He pulled out and I was filled and leaking. He left me the way I wanted to be. Laying in bed, dressed up, and cum filled. He grabbed his things and left. I have never felt so much alive.

I didn't wait long to bring over new guys. From being a virgin to being a slut within a month was a transition I didn't think I would make. Sometimes the sames guys would come over when they wanted some release and sometimes I would find curious guys who wanted to explore. Occasionally I would fuck them which made it all the better. I think this adventure won't stop for a while.