I Got So Tied Up With My Fantasy Until It's Become A Reality

You never think of yourself becoming a work wife and having a work husband. I started to imagine myself setting up my 'house' for Christmas, talking to the other women about children. When I went shopping I saw shirts for him, shoes, even underwear. When I saw baby furniture, baby strollers, and pregnant women I felt the call, the baby fever. So strong that I laughed when I told him. He didn't think it funny.

He just said 'so you get pregnant'.

I adapted slowly, to being pregnant and living with him. Work wife and WIFE were real different. Work husband and HUSBAND were not the same. Imagining Christmas in my house and Christmas in my house were different. Talking with the other women about being pregnant when you are pregnant was different. The stroller in the box for my office baby shower was real.

The fantasy I created and the real world I live in. I miss those days when I played out in my mind what I'm now living.