This Was A Mistake.

I honestly don't know what to do. I should never have allowed my life to end up like this. As this title says, A mistake. I was actually hot before I had my kids. I thought I had the perfect life up until recently, my 3 daughters are everything to me and my husband is an amazingly generous attractive man. We are an extremely close family with no secrets. Not meant to be funny but I named them Tina (19), Tasha (18), and Taylor (16). They all live at home still as their father spoils them all. Tina and Tash have boyfriends and we've never interfered with their choices to be sexually active. I I got them each using the contraceptive pill after womanhood began, as I thought it was a safe measure to protect my promiscuous girls from being teen mothers. Personally I had two abortions before I met my husband. One when I first started having sex. Fortunately I had help keeping it secret, but I never wanted my girls to go through that.
So far, they've been fine. Up until recently my sex life with my husband has been amazing. He has a big desire for sex, plus I'm quite frisky myself. Recently, my youngest daughter Taylor, who sadly isn't as attractive as the older girls. She's also highly sensitive about her weight, but I assure her it's just a stage. She's just the saddest kid I have, and it breaks my heart that she wants attention from boys, but it doesn't seem to happen for her. She's very nerdy, always playing computer games. The only boys who take interest are also massive nerds, only interested in her gaming skills. A while ago, she shocked me by asking if she can take the pill like her sisters. I asked if she was having sex, but she said no, she wants to and wants to be safe. I thought fair enough and I helped get it sorted. Months go by and Taylor is really upset no boys look at her like they do her sisters. She even became angry about it. It was really upsetting for the entire household. One night recently, my husband and I were fooling around in bed, clearly working each other up. I was about to get up and close the door, when Taylor walked in crying. Nobody wants me, nobody even looks at me, I'm fat and hideous and I'm going to die a virgin.
Tash and Tina do it all the time, everyone wants them, just not me. Even you have dad she said to me. She was so upset. I didn't know what to say. Everything she was saying was fairly true, and she had a right to be frustrated. Maybe she will blossom one day, but it didn't look like it was today. Nobody tells me I have a sexy bum or nice boobs, ever! Just then my husband said, Taylor baby, you know most guys think you have a sexy bum and boobs. Thanks Dad, but I know you don't mean it, you're just trying to make me feel better. There's nothing sexy about me at all. Rubbish, he said. If you weren't my daughter and flirted with me I wouldn't be able to stop myself. You're lying she said. You wouldn't. Then I have no idea what made me say this, but I said Taylor, I have caught dad looking at you with lust for you. Don't think he's lying honey, he would actually have sex with you if he could get away with it and you wanted to. Looking into my eyes, she asked, would you let him. Of course, I foolishly blurted out. He can do it now if you want, honey isn't that right? I don't know what I was thinking talking like this. He said, definitely. She looked at him and said, this is a joke? He assured her, we aren't joking.
Will you be here too? she asked me. I replied, only if that's what you want Taylor, it's up to you.
I think I will be more comfortable with just daddy. I said okay baby, have fun! As i walked out, closing the door behind me. Just then, the older two just walked in the door after going out on a double dinner date, and Tash asked, what's wrong? I said it's complicated can we talk in your room? We all sat down and I explained everything that had been going on and what was about to take place in my bed. Wow! Both kept saying. They couldn't believe what I was saying but knew I wasn't making it up. Tina said, That's so nice of you and dad. Yeah, Tasha said, it's actually really sweet. Pretty weird. I couldn't, but Taylor is different. We had been talking for a while then my door opened, my husband headed for the bathroom. I knew that he had done it and I can't believe how jealous I was. I walked up the hall to look into my room. Taylor was clearly hadn't moved since my husband had climbed off her. Her skin was pink, her legs wide open and she was playing with the cum that was leaking out of her. Instantly I felt this anger rising within me and I grabbed my car keys, and walked out the door. I just drove around the neighbourhood for a couple of hours crying, then went back home. Tayor was asleep in my bed with my husband, so I hopped into her bed and went to sleep. I woke up to Taylor's moaning and clearly enjoying my husband. Now it's like they're together, constantly. I'm just invisible. Everyone seem fine with it, accept me. Taylor's so happy now.