Exploring My Bisexuality

Lost my wife to cancer in 2018. Hard time especially with 3 kids but
But life goes on. After a month it wasn’t that bad. We all began to adjust. But one thing I really missed was sex. I hadn’t had sex in over a year and I was really craving it. Masturbating every night just wasn’t the same as being with a person

Not wanting to bring another woman into my life or my kids I decided to finally explore my bisexuality. I had been curious my whole life but never acted on it.

So I stumbled upon Adam 4 Adam. Wasnt sure what kind of sex I was seeking yet but I made a profile. FYI don’t put virgin to gay sex in your profile because guys will flood you with messages and pictures. But I was intrigued seeing all those dick pics

I ended up meeting a guy who was 56 at the time. I desperately needed head and he was willing to suck me after I told him my situation. So I stopped at his house one night while my kids were at sports practice.

The bj was more then I hoped for and really turned me on. So I offered to suck him. He pulled out a big dick out of his underwear. Hairy too. I sucked my first dick and swallow my first load. After he cummed and was pulling his underwear back up he asked how I liked it. I told him I actually enjoyed that.

While talking as I put my pants and underwear back on he told me he only tops of it goes that far. I had to ask what top meant and he said I like to fuck guys asses. I never once thought of myself as the kinda guy to get butt fucked but I said I’d like to try it.

A week later I was back at his house. Naked on his bed and he was penetrating my virgin butthole. It hurt at first but I was surprised how good it felt. He came in me

Afterwards on my way to pick my kids up from sports practice I felt so naughty and turned on by having another guys cum in my butt but was unprepared for it to leak out. My tighty whities were getting soaked with cum as it leaked out. No wonder my wife would wear full back panties after anal sex…

When I got home I showered and cleaned up realizing that I craved to be fucked more.

Now days that same guy fucks me 2 to 4 times a week. It’s been that way for the last 5 years. I just can’t believe I am a bottom still