This happened earlier this year when I was on a family vacation in the islands. As i was walking down the beach, totally alone, I suddenly got a really strong urge to pee. I don't know why, but I didn't want to do it in the water. I looked around to make sure I was alone, then i sat on a rock and pulled my bikini aside so i could watch myself pee. It streamed down the rock, which was already wet and slippery, and it got on my legs too. I really liked the warm, wet feeling as well as the feeling of being alone in a completely exposed and open space. I keep thinking about this. Lately I've also wanted to pee in other places, but I'm rarely alone. Anyone know where I'm coming from?