Asian Male
I try to lick and kiss and suck every inch of my lovely wife's delicious body. I know its crazy but I absolutely love tasting her deep inside as I can get my hungry tongue. Makes me sooo hard when she's not absolutely shower fresh. I love her natural aroused scent and her excited musk gets my dick dripping. I'd rather eat her out than fuck her.
I get that, and I'm just an old white dude, but our cultures, our parents, our faith, they fuck you up! Guilt gets steeped into us, and anxiety and stress make lives miserable. You have nothing to be embarrassed about. We are all pigs in this place, lol! Seriously, you probably have very normal desires. Peace!
I have a wife who weighs four hundred pounds, most of it in her ass, and her favorite pasttime is to sit on my face, all weekend, with all her supplies nearby - I remain alive and conscious only through the two hard rubber tubes taped tightly into my nose, and led beyond her gorgeous bulk...this way we can remain like this as long and often as she wants, which IS long and often...I swallow everything that cums out of her, - or risk drowning...life is good, and I probably have thirty more years of this to look forward to...if I'm doing a good job, I get extreme orgasm denial, while utterly unable to do anything about it - even complain...