I'm Not Cold Blooded, I'm In A Business Relationship
I was with an older woman, a nobody from nowhere, we met on a ferry. In the time it took to go from one side to the other she said something. 'Women like you need a man with more money than you have'. She repeated man, stay clear of women, unless it's for fun.
That's where I am. He is 18 years older, self made, pretty toxic when it comes to the male female dynamic. His expectations are not what I want for me. My problem, frankly, is that I don't want to miss out on children. I'll take toxic, keep my mouth shut, if I get children. Even trade, the way I see it.
The wedding is in October, small church, large reception. I'm not his first, he's been married, has children. He's my first. I'll be pregnant by Christmas, my birthday present.


