I Can't Believe I Cheated. The Guilt!

I did it. I own it.
I have no idea why I did it, though, and I am paranoid hubby will find out.

We've been married 11 years and have 2 kids. Sex is fine and even with 2 kids it never dropped off really. He's a good provider and I only have to work if i want to which i don't. I thought I was happy and still think I am but I can't explain why I cheated a few days ago completely out of no place and really liked it.

I met Danny at my kids daycare. I don'tveven need daycare because I don't work but my husband tells me everyone needs breaks and its good for our youngest to be social. Danny and I drop our kids up at the same time and we chit chat in the morning but i never thought much about it. He's a good 10 years younger than me and even if we were the same age guys like him are out of my league. He is hot, buff, and just has that bad boy look. I enjoyed his polite "hellos" and "hows it going?" in the mornings but think nothing of it. Then out of nowhere he asked me if I was in a hurry or would I like to get coffee. My heart instantly went rapid on me and I felt my whole body react. There was a Starbucks in that plazza so we are sitting there drinking coffee and I am suddenly so nervious like I just know something is going to happen. We try making small talk but I am clearly nervious and he can tell and it gets awkward. So suddenly he has says, "My wife is out of town all week so nobody is home at my place do you wanna come over?"
We both knew what he meant. I was in shock and freaking out inside. But for some reason nodded yes. And before i knew it we were in his car and he was all over me coping feels up my shirt and deep kissing me. And I was on fire and would have car fucked right there and was reaching for his crotch to start just that. It was pure lust and I didn't care I was married. But this was clearly not his first time so he was like,"Not here another parent could see us my place is empty."

We fucked right in thier bedriom where they sleep together. I was getting pounded doggy and looked up and saw her clothes and make up all over her room. I had so much guilt but some how it made it hotter. He was ripped, fucking perfectly fit body, a decent dick, and he knew what is was doing. It was fast and hard and he was so strong and it he could keep the pace up like it was nothing. I cummed my fucking brains out all day long. When we were not fucking I was running my hands all over his perfect man bod and sucking him hard again. We litterally went at it until we had to go back to the daycare and pick the kids up.
When I went home that night i felt so guilty. I am a horrible wife. My husband does everything for me because he really loves me and this is how I repay him?

Its been two days since I've been back to the daycare because I know when I see him I'll want to let him fuck me again. And I know I have to eventually go back. I also know I feel like shit for doing it but if he asks me to again I will say yes without hesatation.
Does the guilt ever go away?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 27, 2024 at 1:40 PM

You have a very happy life and I think if you carry on fucking your life will change for the worse. Divorce is harder on children than you think.

If you want to fuck him again you might be lucky ?

You say sex is good but somehow you want the bad boy not the provider your husband naturally is.

So why don't you explore with your husband whether he has ever fantasised about you with anyone else or you imagining him with someone else.

Many men like the idea of their wife being fucked, used, pounded full of cock and cum. Explore this he may want to know your being stretched. ? If so a little white lie and your off the hook and you can have your cock and eat it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 27, 2024 at 2:11 PM

What you did right.
*It's just sex not emotions.
*He is married too so he won't tell either.
*You did it at his place not yours.
*Once you crossed that line you let him rail you the maxium amount possible in a hook up.

What you did wrong
*Felt guilty afterwards.
*Did it with someone you need to see again.
*Was making in a car close to were people know you.

The guilt will pass. I am 43 and have done cariful ocassional cheating most of my marriage. Men have done it to us since forever. What he doesn't know won't hurt him. Just be a bit more careful.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 27, 2024 at 2:40 PM

i’ve been down this road with four or five different women. No matter how great the sex is you’ll eventually get tired of sneaking around, worrying all the time about being caught, and the stress it puts on you. Or, one of you will fall in love with the other and someone will get hurt. Or a spouse will come home early and find you. Or someone will spot you and tell. You get the picture. When it starts its hot and wonderful, but you will get to point of wondering if it’s worth it and if it’s worth breaking up two families. Good luck. Choose wisely, it could impact you, them, and your kids.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 27, 2024 at 4:11 PM

Make here, I cheated on my wife and regret it often. She asked if there was someone else and I said yes. She was devastated, I felt like a shit heel, and had a young child at home. I let them both down.

As the other person said, eventually it will get old or you get caught. So make a decision, you stay and make it work, sounds like it is okay at home, or leave. No guarantee you be with the daycare dad. Two families upended for sex. Masturbate and have fantasies about him. After you cum, you feel better. Buy a dildo or vibrator if you don’t own one already.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 27, 2024 at 5:45 PM

i’ve had three affairs. All three of the women knew up front I would never leave my family for them. So two of them turned into love and I broke their hearts. I loved them too, but I couldn’t break up my family. The other one it was the first time she ever had orgasms. She blabbed to her friends and I got to where I couldn’t trust her to be discreet so I ended it and shes still upset about it. Lots of people got hurt and I got tired of it . The sex was great, but it just wasn’t worth it. it was always sneaking around, lying, deception, etc. My wife is a good person with lots of friends and loved by all. But she just doesn’t do it in bed. You make sacrifices to keep your family together and happy.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 27, 2024 at 6:14 PM

You cheated because he's out of your league and you wanted a taste. Now you can't get enough and why should you? Get that cum! Be his woman! It will feel better than your husbands regular sex and you can't resist anyway.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 28, 2024 at 12:11 PM

It will go away and then you’ll do it again because you enjoyed it. Once that cats outta the bag it’s really hard to put back in.

Your best bet is to slowly introduce the idea of being a shared wife with your husband otherwise you’re gonna end up hurting him because everything comes to light eventually

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 29, 2024 at 12:44 AM

You are in a perfect position to test the waters, when husband comes home tell him how much you missed him and how you have been watching porn to get yourself off while he wasn’t there.
Then slip in how you were watching threesomes and how they got you so wet and horny, after that you can slip more questions to him and get his feelings on it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 23, 2024 at 5:42 PM

Have you fucked him again?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2024 at 8:24 PM

It is perfectly normal for a married woman to enjoy sex with other men. A good looking woman with a healthy sexual appetite will need more than just one man to keep her satisfied. Denying yourself the sex that you need leads to all kinds of psychological problems! Just maintain your composure and enjoy the good sex you deserve.
Young men are extremely attracted to married women, it is normal for a young man with strong virility to desire the passionate sex of a married woman. It is a match made in heaven!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 12, 2025 at 10:24 AM

LOL, spends two paragraphs explaining why she did it after saying she doesn't know why she did it. She did it because the guy is hot and gave her the tingles. She doesn't need to justify it, it would have been crazy not to fuck the guy, and it's crazy to avoid him when she could continue to enjoy herself with him. It's a wife's right to cheat on her husband. Her body, her choice.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 12, 2025 at 10:26 AM

LOL, spends two paragraphs explaining why she did it after saying she doesn't know why she did it. She did it because the guy is hot and gave her the tingles. She doesn't need to justify it, it would have been crazy not to fuck the guy, and it's crazy to avoid him when she could continue to enjoy herself with him. It's a wife's right to cheat on her husband. Her body, her choice.

It's part of the dual mating strategy and the natural order. Women pick different men for sex than for marriage and children. It's normal.

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