Straight Female / 26
Blind To My Love For Him, I Made The Call You Don't Call
When I first got employed I worked the front desk as a receptionist and did travel arrangements. That's where I met the VP. He moved me to a job working for QC, it paid more but was boring, statistics. I begged him to get me another job. I said something like if he really cared about me he would get me another job. During those weeks before he moved me to PR he kissed me on the forehead and said he would look after me but I had to take care of him. I started to look after him, cleaning his office , getting his morning coffee. When I stood beside him he held my hand. He held my face and kissed me. By them I was totally in love with him.
In the elevator he told me he loved me. I told him I loved him. I laid my head on his shoulder and he put his arm around me. Later that week he kissed me on the lips, a long kiss and held me to him. I fell against him, and didn't want him to release me. I was crazy in love, and would do anything for him to be happy with me.
Like most silly girls it never crossed my mind that my behavior was obvious, that I talked out loud about being with him, when he came to see me, and he engaged in sex with me, I was on cloud nine. I was oblivious to what I was doing. I was 24, he was much older and married. I called his wife to let her know he was on the way home. It never crossed my mind what I was doing.
He was very angry, his wife was actually easier on me.
I tell you about this because when you are in love you don't realize what you are doing. His wife told me I had to learn to control my emotions, and if I was having an affair I should have the presence of mind to be careful. I can't stop loving him, he cares about me, he does tell me he loves me. I don't call his wife at midnight, that's his responsibility.
In the elevator he told me he loved me. I told him I loved him. I laid my head on his shoulder and he put his arm around me. Later that week he kissed me on the lips, a long kiss and held me to him. I fell against him, and didn't want him to release me. I was crazy in love, and would do anything for him to be happy with me.
Like most silly girls it never crossed my mind that my behavior was obvious, that I talked out loud about being with him, when he came to see me, and he engaged in sex with me, I was on cloud nine. I was oblivious to what I was doing. I was 24, he was much older and married. I called his wife to let her know he was on the way home. It never crossed my mind what I was doing.
He was very angry, his wife was actually easier on me.
I tell you about this because when you are in love you don't realize what you are doing. His wife told me I had to learn to control my emotions, and if I was having an affair I should have the presence of mind to be careful. I can't stop loving him, he cares about me, he does tell me he loves me. I don't call his wife at midnight, that's his responsibility.
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