Straight Female / 34
I Was Born To Be A Housewife
I would never admit to being repressed sexually. I am standoffish, I'm not nurturing or affectionate. I am a good worker.
The company I worked for was suddenly bought out and my position eliminated. I got a months severance, eligible for cobra and then nothing. I had just bought a car and signed a lease on a new apartment. My friend at work, never any involvement, told me to cancel the apartment and I could stay with him until I found another job, as a CPA with over five years experience I should have been hired by Tuesday.
But I never applied for a job. I stopped paying cobra, got behind on my credit cards and my student loan, stayed home and did housekeeping. My friend watched B movies, some with sexual situations and topless girls. Any sexual depiction, any T&A or nudity, any male overpowering a female gave me goosebumps. It was hugely uncomfortable watching. Even Hallmark girls surrendering to the male lead made me uncomfortable. I never watched porn, and he didn't mind some meme with a sexual situation.
I hid behind the kitchen towel and my apron. I spent my days with laundry, cooking and cleaning. One movie night, a shoot'm up with hot girls, he put me on the carpet and asked if I was better with things being 'real'. He hit me up in between my legs where it doesn't hurt, and feels good. I never went on birth control being basically non sexual. Now I was going to be impregnated.
He didn't so much as give me a choice, it was take it or leave it. I could stay home and be a housewife, or get a job and move out and get a job. I chose housewife, which had a pregnancy attached to it. Time moves slow, and fast, one day I was caring for a baby. I didn't know about my credit balances or student loan payments. My car wasn't repoed, I had money for groceries and diapers. On his insurance I was his 'common law' wife.
I take my toddler to mother's day out, I'm 16 weeks pregnant. I'm a full time mother and housewife. And I never want to go back to school or work again.
The company I worked for was suddenly bought out and my position eliminated. I got a months severance, eligible for cobra and then nothing. I had just bought a car and signed a lease on a new apartment. My friend at work, never any involvement, told me to cancel the apartment and I could stay with him until I found another job, as a CPA with over five years experience I should have been hired by Tuesday.
But I never applied for a job. I stopped paying cobra, got behind on my credit cards and my student loan, stayed home and did housekeeping. My friend watched B movies, some with sexual situations and topless girls. Any sexual depiction, any T&A or nudity, any male overpowering a female gave me goosebumps. It was hugely uncomfortable watching. Even Hallmark girls surrendering to the male lead made me uncomfortable. I never watched porn, and he didn't mind some meme with a sexual situation.
I hid behind the kitchen towel and my apron. I spent my days with laundry, cooking and cleaning. One movie night, a shoot'm up with hot girls, he put me on the carpet and asked if I was better with things being 'real'. He hit me up in between my legs where it doesn't hurt, and feels good. I never went on birth control being basically non sexual. Now I was going to be impregnated.
He didn't so much as give me a choice, it was take it or leave it. I could stay home and be a housewife, or get a job and move out and get a job. I chose housewife, which had a pregnancy attached to it. Time moves slow, and fast, one day I was caring for a baby. I didn't know about my credit balances or student loan payments. My car wasn't repoed, I had money for groceries and diapers. On his insurance I was his 'common law' wife.
I take my toddler to mother's day out, I'm 16 weeks pregnant. I'm a full time mother and housewife. And I never want to go back to school or work again.
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