Much Has Changed In The Year Since I Lost My Job

After losing my job, fired, I went home to get my head straight. My head, not my ....

I got a job part time at a home goods store owned by a friend of my mother. I have always been private about my private life and what I do with my privates. I met an interior designer, older, successful in our town. She came on to me, and I went along. She was more domineering than most men and I got fed up with her. Yes, she's successful but not my thing.

I also met a guy and we got along. He never hit on me and I liked his company. When things got out of hand I wasn't prepared and I couldn't stop it. That's how I got in trouble. Luckily I was living at my parents and didn't have rent to pay. When I told him he went all man on me, his thumb was on me and he didn't remove it. I wiggled, I tried to get back my freedom, but he reacted strongly, like a man, and didn't back off. That's how I ended up married before I showed and went on a honeymoon to a house in the mountain.

I had an epiphone up there, in the thin air. If I wanted a home for my unborn child, then I had to put up with him. At least I told myself that woman was a lot worse, and she couldn't get me pregnant.

So for now I'm staying put, I'm still working part time, after this baby's born I'll have to make other decisions. My mother told me helping me was a once in a while thing. I'm the mother, she's going to be my problem full time. At least if I'm home full time I won't have to talk to that woman. I am most definitely not interested in dating her, and I'm married so that would be adultery.

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