Secrets Of The Dark Ages And The Fire I Feel For Her

I have a girl who works with me. She is actually in another department, but our offices are next to each other's. We have lunch together in the lunch room. She's younger by five years. We get along real well. Too well. Because I know her secret.

I have a boss who had carnal desires for me. His day is complete when he gets his dick inside me. I told her about him, how he comes over to fuck me. I told her about the first time, and he shoved my face shoved into a cushion on the sofa, my butt in the air and his dick in me. When I told her she asked me to clarify, when I had his dick in me, which hole? I said well my vagina, he doesn't do anal. That's when she told me her secret.

Except it is from the dark ages, when she was young girl. The mother's boyfriend came over, her mother refused him, so he took her instead of her mother. Full penetration. She got pregnant from it, but had a miscarriage. It happened at school and that's how the mother's boyfriend got sent to prison. She told me when he had sex with her, he liked it both ways, he had fucked her little butthole.

After that we became friends, she talked to me a lot about how he had sex with her when he saw her. I let her talk, not out of some sex crazed curiosity, but because if she talks about it, it becomes normal. I know, talking about my man and how I get fucked helps me deal with it. And I'm a lot older than she was. She told me if she got fucked again, she wanted it to be anal. She wanted a dark man, in a dark suit, in a dark room. She didn't want to see his face. Just fucked anal. I asked her about normal, fucked in the vagina. She's not interested. I have to change her mind, my man isn't what I'm talking about for her, I'm talking about a nice guy for her.

Since we have become friends like this, she comes to my place, when I know he's not coming. We get under the covers and talk about how it feels, how it felt to her, what her mother said when he was with her, and her mother did after he got off of her. She remembers it like telling about a movie. I hold her with my bosoms. I want her to feel the maternal caring. Our bare skin against each other. I care, like a mother should care about her daughter. Holding her in my bosom makes me feel good, and she says she likes it. She likes to have my face in her bosom, nibbling on her nipples. She likes that, and likes it when I let her kiss me. It's playing with fire, because it is fire, the desire to love her. My man doesn't know anything about this. It's our secret. We've gone further. No man wanted, no penetration. Just kissing and holding.

I want her to know what it's like for her to have a man who penetrates her vagina. To feel what I feel when my man penetrates me. That's normal, not anal.

And what we do is a distraction, it isn't normal what we do. It's playing with fire. But I do love her, to hold her close to me like that and show her how much I love her.

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