Impulse Got Me In Trouble And I Had To Get Married

Last night I was out with the girls and the topic of how young were you when you first had sex came up. It's not a topic I talk about a lot, especially since I had two kids before I was sixteen with my cousin. I was fourteen, and he was seventeen. He was my first and I was his first. And this is how it came to happen.

I had gotten fresh with a girl at school in the bathroom. I have always been impulsive. I touched her tits, I grabbed her tits from behind and held onto her and she was not able to shake me off. She gave in and I felt her up pretty good and started to kiss her. She said I was a queer and I told her I wasn't I just wanted her to be my girlfriend. We kissed for a while and I asked her to show me, and she loosened her pants and let me pull them away and look down her pants. I pushed my panties down and let her see me. We both touched pussy that day in the girls' bathroom. And like I said we kissed a lot and she agreed to be my girlfriend.

The thing that no one expected is that she went home and told her older sister. And her older sister told her mother, and her mother told the school and I was expelled along with her. That type of behavior was verboten. My parents both worked so they sent me to my aunt's house. She had a boy, my cousin. My aunt was a homemaker and she roped me into doing all the laundry, and helping with the cooking. I didn't mind at all, I loved doing housework. At that time all girls did housework and we were quite proud of it. She left me in charge of dinner and she went out to play Canasta with some women friends.

My cousin was home and I fixed him a snack and he sat in the kitchen talking while I fixed dinner. We got around to what happened at school and I told him 'I just had to kiss her'. I told him the whole story, the months and months of teasing me, the long nights of dreaming about her, the days I saw her nipple in gym class. I had to kiss her and she wanted to be kissed. It was bragging to her sister that got us in trouble and we were expelled for it. I told him I had never seen a boys penis, much less wanted to see a penis. What for. He said he had never seen a girl's vagina and we decided to show each other, much like we showed each other that day in the girl's bathroom. He showed me first and he let me touch his penis and hold it, and he showed me how to jerk him and get him hard. I showed him my vagina, which really was showing him my pussy. I had to really sit in the chair leaning backwards with my legs open for him to see my vagina. He stuck his penis in my vagina.

The next thing I know I'm on the couch and he is on me and he is trying to get his penis back into my vagina. He wants to fuck me, and I knew about that, that's how you get pregnant. I fought but it was useless and he got his penis back in and this time he fucked me, back and forth and in and out, and he kissed me all over my neck and cheek before getting my mouth. He came along the way, I didn't feel it or realize it. But when he pulled out he was pretty soft again. If he hadn't told me I would never have know he had ejaculated. He wanted me to wash his penis so I did with a dishtowel and then washed my pussy. After that I was his girlfriend and he had sex with me several times before my aunt figured out what we were doing. The same impulse, but this time with a boy which was of course a lot more dangerous.

I lay on his bed, half naked, with my legs open. I told him to rub my clitoris. And then he could fuck me. He was blowing and going, fucking real hard when his mother opened the door. The oh my God and what are you doing and get off of her were all one long sentence. This time I got a lecture, about how girls got pregnant. We counted the days since my period and my aunt got real worried. She kept track of me every day, but no period. A week went by, no period. Another week, no period. By then she was really worried. After a month she told my cousin that he had really done it, he had gotten me pregnant.

It was all family, and my parents 'understood', and they were very happy I had let a boy have sex with me. The girl thing at school was what worried them. I had a boy, We lived two states apart and when he was allowed to come see me we had to sit in the living room with my mother and grandmother as chaperones. You cannot have sex with her, that's i****t. And it was technically statutory r**e. But nature wins and he had sex with me before he left to go back home. And that's why I had two kids before I was sixteen and married my cousin.