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Women Only
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Lesbian Female / 28
I Am Too Young To Have To Grow Up
There is a long period of time when you do not understand how other people live. You are what you are where you are and all the other people are a fantasy. It's rich and poor, smart and dumb, cute and not cute, boy and girl. As far as everyone was concerned everyone was middle class.
Where we lived we were exposed to raw behavior at school. And that included early sex, and gay sex, and father daughter sex and teacher sex. Nothing phased us, so your dad fucked you? Big deal. So the choir teacher touched your tits, bid deal. So the coach fucked Jonathan, big deal. As far as we were concerned all girls got fucked, all girls. It came with the territory. If you didn't want to get fucked you didn't go out. And the cute boys, they were gay, they sucked the coach's cock. We knew that, no bid deal.
However, I didn't get fucked. Not because I wasn't cute enough, but because my first sex was with my piano teacher, and she made sure I didn't let boys get close to me. I was seventh grade. I wanted to be with her, to have her hug me and kiss me, and to lick my pussy. She only used a finger on me. I was a little older when I kissed her pussy. Big difference between a mid teen pussy and a thirty five year old pussy. Big difference, but to me, that's the pussy I loved and I loved that she loved my pussy. It was real pussy time for me, my pussy coming awake. It's hard to explain, but that's when I really became aware of my pussy, and I did not want to be fucked.
But I grew older and outgrew my pussy love with my piano teacher. Mind you if she kisses me on the mouth I still respond to her, and she's not thirty five and I'm not fifteen. I went to nursing school but flunked out, I tried business but flunked out. I finally got out with a degree in marketing, 2.0 just barely passed. I spent my time doing what I liked, eating pussy and making out. My pussy didn't leave me alone and those girls in college were something else. We were all so aggressive. We did things to show off. I mean we sucked tits at the football game. And kissed and made out at the pizza place. It was pussy time on steroids, and there was so much pussy to go around.
But, everything has its time and place. I turned twenty eight, I had made it to twenty eight and never been fucked. Now I was sitting on a chair and a man was going to fuck me. The lesbian shit has to end. You can spend your life playing girl, but you are a woman now and you are going to get fucked. I really didn't know what to do, how to behave. What was I supposed to do? he didn't tell me. I just sat and listened, all I knew was that I was going to get fucked.
His cock seemed enormous when he shoved it in my mouth. He pinched my nose so I had to open my mouth. Is your pussy wet? Check. Now lay back and open your legs, just like you've opened your legs since you first began. Only now you are going to get fucked. Make sure your pussy is wet. And get those tits out. A man wants tits. There now, it's all the way in. Do you feel different? I just stuck it in, I haven't fucked you yet. This was the deal, you get fucked and I get your pussy, remember? When he did fuck me, he grabbed me like that, I had never been grabbed like that. When he finished fucking me he told me no more pussy, got it. From now on you get cock. If I catch you with another woman I'll fuck you up the ass.
But I love pussy, and being with pussy, and I don't love cock. He loves me, my pussy and he loves to fuck. Everything I heard in those days at school were true. Once a guy fucks you, he owns you. That's true. And Mexican guys are the worst. I'm in training now. My days of playing around are over, I am taking cooking lessons at the CIA. The women here are so pussy driven and all the guys are gay. He wants me to get a degree, in cooking. He wants to have the best cook on the block. These women compete on the stove. He wants me to fatten him up. I have to learn, whatever makes him happy, that's what I do.
I called my piano teacher and we talked for over an hour. I know it's good for me. I know I'll learn to love him. And I know that one day I will have a kid or two. But right now I want to be fifteen again and being loved by her. I don't want to 'grow up'.
P.S. I was told in secret that these men like lesbian girls, they don't mess around with other men. He doesn't have to worry about that.
Where we lived we were exposed to raw behavior at school. And that included early sex, and gay sex, and father daughter sex and teacher sex. Nothing phased us, so your dad fucked you? Big deal. So the choir teacher touched your tits, bid deal. So the coach fucked Jonathan, big deal. As far as we were concerned all girls got fucked, all girls. It came with the territory. If you didn't want to get fucked you didn't go out. And the cute boys, they were gay, they sucked the coach's cock. We knew that, no bid deal.
However, I didn't get fucked. Not because I wasn't cute enough, but because my first sex was with my piano teacher, and she made sure I didn't let boys get close to me. I was seventh grade. I wanted to be with her, to have her hug me and kiss me, and to lick my pussy. She only used a finger on me. I was a little older when I kissed her pussy. Big difference between a mid teen pussy and a thirty five year old pussy. Big difference, but to me, that's the pussy I loved and I loved that she loved my pussy. It was real pussy time for me, my pussy coming awake. It's hard to explain, but that's when I really became aware of my pussy, and I did not want to be fucked.
But I grew older and outgrew my pussy love with my piano teacher. Mind you if she kisses me on the mouth I still respond to her, and she's not thirty five and I'm not fifteen. I went to nursing school but flunked out, I tried business but flunked out. I finally got out with a degree in marketing, 2.0 just barely passed. I spent my time doing what I liked, eating pussy and making out. My pussy didn't leave me alone and those girls in college were something else. We were all so aggressive. We did things to show off. I mean we sucked tits at the football game. And kissed and made out at the pizza place. It was pussy time on steroids, and there was so much pussy to go around.
But, everything has its time and place. I turned twenty eight, I had made it to twenty eight and never been fucked. Now I was sitting on a chair and a man was going to fuck me. The lesbian shit has to end. You can spend your life playing girl, but you are a woman now and you are going to get fucked. I really didn't know what to do, how to behave. What was I supposed to do? he didn't tell me. I just sat and listened, all I knew was that I was going to get fucked.
His cock seemed enormous when he shoved it in my mouth. He pinched my nose so I had to open my mouth. Is your pussy wet? Check. Now lay back and open your legs, just like you've opened your legs since you first began. Only now you are going to get fucked. Make sure your pussy is wet. And get those tits out. A man wants tits. There now, it's all the way in. Do you feel different? I just stuck it in, I haven't fucked you yet. This was the deal, you get fucked and I get your pussy, remember? When he did fuck me, he grabbed me like that, I had never been grabbed like that. When he finished fucking me he told me no more pussy, got it. From now on you get cock. If I catch you with another woman I'll fuck you up the ass.
But I love pussy, and being with pussy, and I don't love cock. He loves me, my pussy and he loves to fuck. Everything I heard in those days at school were true. Once a guy fucks you, he owns you. That's true. And Mexican guys are the worst. I'm in training now. My days of playing around are over, I am taking cooking lessons at the CIA. The women here are so pussy driven and all the guys are gay. He wants me to get a degree, in cooking. He wants to have the best cook on the block. These women compete on the stove. He wants me to fatten him up. I have to learn, whatever makes him happy, that's what I do.
I called my piano teacher and we talked for over an hour. I know it's good for me. I know I'll learn to love him. And I know that one day I will have a kid or two. But right now I want to be fifteen again and being loved by her. I don't want to 'grow up'.
P.S. I was told in secret that these men like lesbian girls, they don't mess around with other men. He doesn't have to worry about that.
