Is It Wrong?

I go from feeling guilty one minute to feeling uncontrollably horny and needy the next. I’m married to a wonderful woman and at our age (52) we have good sex , maybe 6 times a month. I guess that’s about average for our age? I don’t know. The problem is I’m a high-testosterone guy. That’s not a brag or anything, it’s just a fact. I simply need to ejaculate much more often, like daily.

I understand and appreciate that my wife only wants so much sex, and she basically (and nicely) says why can’t I just masturbate. Of course I do that, but the truth is my need is for pussy. It’s not an excuse, it’s part of my masculine primal need. I have strayed on occasion when weak or just overcome with need and the opportunity was there. I get flirted with a lot and have lots of offers. Part of me (the part that deeply loves my wife) hates that I give in at all and cheat on my beautiful wife, and part of me (the natural order primal man) wants to pound every woman that comes on to me.