I Was A Civer Slut

When I turned 12 I started to have a fixation with online exposure.(Which still goes on) At first I used Omegle to masturbate in front of ppl, but then I used websites to video call other people for online sex. This wasn't enough of course and I learned of exposedrealfun. I uploaded some pictures but it wasn't really my thing. Until, I started playing exposuse battleship. Here is when I felt the pleasure of sending strangers my nudes. I could feel myself shake with excitement and please of what I was doing fr fr. But it was still not enough. My end came when I found sextfinder. Here I went to the gay section and found a shit ton of Snapchat men that wanted to see boys. It was perfect for me. So I started adding them. I would first send regular nudes.later they would tell me to pose a certain way. However this wasn't enough. I started giving them options of poses I could do. Then I posted the image with the poses on a profile in the same website. The thrill of all those men wanting me was exciting. When that wasn't enough I started video calling them and masturbating while they told me how good of a boy I was. I also tried to meet up with some of them but that never worked out.

I already stopped doing that a long time ago. However I wonder if any of those pictures and videos was ever uploaded. If anybody knows a place where they might've ended up in I would be delighted to know. (This happened between the ages of 12-15)