Finally Coming Out

I’ve know I was gay since I was a teenager. While my friends were trying to get girls I was more interested in seeing them in their underwear. I kinda figured i wouldn’t lose my virginity till later on because it would be hard to find a guy back then

At 18 when I moved away to college I lost my virginity. I was surprised I lost it so early on. But from that day on I knew I was gay and I accepted it.

Never told my family as I thought it wasn’t their business plus wasn’t sure how they would react. There was a few close calls too. Like once when I was 28. I had an older guy over at my apartment. By older I mean a 63 year old. He was fucking my butt and my parents unexpectedly showed up. He hid in the bedroom closet till I left with my parents because he too was discreet at the time.

There was other times I almost got caught but at age 37 I finally said fuck it and told my mom I am gay. She was surprised but not that surprised. She told me she kinda knew but never wanted to make me feel uncomfortable. Then told me my dad knew because the one guy I had sex with a few years ago was one of his coworker.