Bi-Sexual Male / 50
A Time And Place
I am now happily married to my second wife and in my 50's. I knew from my teenage years I was attracted to both the masculine and feminine natures therefore fantasized sexually and romantically about both men and women. However for years into my first marriage then divorce I only had relations with women not men.
I guess the bi tendencies were somewhat repressed until my 30's. At 35 I felt a release of inhibitions and noticed a softening and widening of my desires. I was single and divorced at the time. I made a new gay male friend who happened to be my age and somewhat effeminate. He was attracted to me and I liked him a lot but not sexually attracted to him. We got close and I confided in him about everything and that I was attracted to masculine men. I noticed the more time I spent with him the more his mannerisms and vibe rubbed off on me and I began feeling a bit more like him but not to an extreme. We had long chats and conversations over wine. He smoked longer 100 mm cigarettes like a woman and looked at men with lust. I began smoking his brand of cigarettes and we chatted about men we were attracted to.
One day he told me about some of the men he serviced regularly mostly orally but one older masculine construction guy with a bushy moustache in his 50's who fucked him. He teased me that I would like this guy. In fact he was thinking of ending it with this guy because he was too attached emotionally to my gay friend and not casual enough. He knew I had deep fantasies of going all the way with a man both sexually and emotionally to fully explore what my bisexuality was about. He suggested he try and arrange a hookup with me and the construction dude.
Anyways he told me a week or so later the older guy was hurt my friend wanted to end the connection with him but open to meeting me as a replacement. This got me nervous as it all seemed real now. I was hesitant to go through with it but my gay friend finally convinced me. He told me everything this older guy liked in bed and how to please him. The chat turned me on as I imagined myself pleasing thus guy. My friend went to the bedroom and came back with a bottle of poppers. He told me that if I inhale these when with the guy it will enhance the whole sexual experience and intensify the feelings. I was scared to try but he opened the bottle and held it to my nose. I snorted afre times and felt a rush of heat and euphoria. He was right. My cock got rock hard too. We snorted for a few minutes and I felt all my inhibitions disappear. My friend kissed me wildly and ended up sucking my cock. I left his place in a daze with several bottles of poppers he gave me.
The following weekend I met John the construction guy at his apartment. He was excited to see me. I got poppered up and felt that crazy euphoria and flash of hotness rise in my head. I ended up naked in his bed kissing his moustached mouth and sucking his big cock of all its cum. He had a strong squat muscular body and he liked to lay on top of me. The poppers I found out relax the anus making penetration much easier with almost no pain. Within a couple weeks of visiting John his big cock was filling my asshole every time I saw him and I loved it. I told my gay friend every detail and after he and I snorted some poppers we sucked each others cocks and kissed.
So now I was essentially having sex with 2 men though it was more complete with John the construction guy. After 6 months or so it was so intense that John was telling me he loved me as he fucked me good
The poppers and the steady sex helped me feel similar things. Finally one night after John and really fucked me long and deep I was sucking on a long cigarette in his bed still in a state of euphoria when I told him I was now in love with him too. He surprised me with the look of pure love on his face and his stiffening cock. He was able to fuck me again that night in this dreamy emotionally satisfying sort of way that had me thinking about it all the next day. I told my gay friend and he was so happy for me. We both got aroused by all the love flowing that once we started doing poppers him and I had intercourse with me topping his little tight ass. We ended up telling each other we loved each other too. It was crazy. Now he was in love with me while I was in love with him and John. So now for the next year I divided my time between both lovers having sex as the bottom with one and the top with the other. Gradually though my gay friend became more and more jealous of John and wanted me all to himself. This situation became untenable so I moved away secretly and dropped contact with both men. I explored my bisexual nature as deeply as possible and never went back to men though I miss sex with men now.
I guess the bi tendencies were somewhat repressed until my 30's. At 35 I felt a release of inhibitions and noticed a softening and widening of my desires. I was single and divorced at the time. I made a new gay male friend who happened to be my age and somewhat effeminate. He was attracted to me and I liked him a lot but not sexually attracted to him. We got close and I confided in him about everything and that I was attracted to masculine men. I noticed the more time I spent with him the more his mannerisms and vibe rubbed off on me and I began feeling a bit more like him but not to an extreme. We had long chats and conversations over wine. He smoked longer 100 mm cigarettes like a woman and looked at men with lust. I began smoking his brand of cigarettes and we chatted about men we were attracted to.
One day he told me about some of the men he serviced regularly mostly orally but one older masculine construction guy with a bushy moustache in his 50's who fucked him. He teased me that I would like this guy. In fact he was thinking of ending it with this guy because he was too attached emotionally to my gay friend and not casual enough. He knew I had deep fantasies of going all the way with a man both sexually and emotionally to fully explore what my bisexuality was about. He suggested he try and arrange a hookup with me and the construction dude.
Anyways he told me a week or so later the older guy was hurt my friend wanted to end the connection with him but open to meeting me as a replacement. This got me nervous as it all seemed real now. I was hesitant to go through with it but my gay friend finally convinced me. He told me everything this older guy liked in bed and how to please him. The chat turned me on as I imagined myself pleasing thus guy. My friend went to the bedroom and came back with a bottle of poppers. He told me that if I inhale these when with the guy it will enhance the whole sexual experience and intensify the feelings. I was scared to try but he opened the bottle and held it to my nose. I snorted afre times and felt a rush of heat and euphoria. He was right. My cock got rock hard too. We snorted for a few minutes and I felt all my inhibitions disappear. My friend kissed me wildly and ended up sucking my cock. I left his place in a daze with several bottles of poppers he gave me.
The following weekend I met John the construction guy at his apartment. He was excited to see me. I got poppered up and felt that crazy euphoria and flash of hotness rise in my head. I ended up naked in his bed kissing his moustached mouth and sucking his big cock of all its cum. He had a strong squat muscular body and he liked to lay on top of me. The poppers I found out relax the anus making penetration much easier with almost no pain. Within a couple weeks of visiting John his big cock was filling my asshole every time I saw him and I loved it. I told my gay friend every detail and after he and I snorted some poppers we sucked each others cocks and kissed.
So now I was essentially having sex with 2 men though it was more complete with John the construction guy. After 6 months or so it was so intense that John was telling me he loved me as he fucked me good
The poppers and the steady sex helped me feel similar things. Finally one night after John and really fucked me long and deep I was sucking on a long cigarette in his bed still in a state of euphoria when I told him I was now in love with him too. He surprised me with the look of pure love on his face and his stiffening cock. He was able to fuck me again that night in this dreamy emotionally satisfying sort of way that had me thinking about it all the next day. I told my gay friend and he was so happy for me. We both got aroused by all the love flowing that once we started doing poppers him and I had intercourse with me topping his little tight ass. We ended up telling each other we loved each other too. It was crazy. Now he was in love with me while I was in love with him and John. So now for the next year I divided my time between both lovers having sex as the bottom with one and the top with the other. Gradually though my gay friend became more and more jealous of John and wanted me all to himself. This situation became untenable so I moved away secretly and dropped contact with both men. I explored my bisexual nature as deeply as possible and never went back to men though I miss sex with men now.
