So I Think I'm A Cuck...

So about 5 years into our marriage I was sleeping on the couch downstairs. I woke up and quickly realized my husband was jerking off to porn on our computer. I pretended to be asleep, getting wetter by the second, and watched as he finished. It was insanely hot to watch him jerk off to freshly shaved pussies and he came EVERYWHERE.
I didn't really know what to do with these feelings, I was slightly ashamed and felt kind of weird about it. Eventually I convinced him to let me watch him. I was looking at pictures of girls, and would take note of when he'd stroke himself a little more vigorously. Turned out he really loved upskirts, and wet panties. I got super turned on when I asked him what he'd do if he saw this in person, and when he was worked up enough he asked for my permission to cum to this sweet, innie pussy in white, wet panties. I still think about this when I masturbate. Watching him stroke himself really hard and shoot ropes of cum to this other woman was a really weird, extremely sexy feeling.