Molestation Leads To Kinks

My parents got divorced when I was 6. I stayed with my mom and we moved back to my grandparents place. I was lacking serious male attention so when I was shown some, I readily took it, not minding all the touching, licking, sucking and eventually fucking that followed until I learnt about it in middle school. I stopped it then but it makes me very angry at the time and start my rebellious phase where I was acting up, throwing tantrums, hang out with bad crowd ... I eventually turned my life around after a pregnancy scare but my experience when I was young leads to my preference for older men, like rough sex, sneaky sex and big cocks . Some nights I still masturbate while remembering my m****tation.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 26, 2024 at 3:26 PM

Was your moles ter grandpa? Some other older relative? A neighbor? A friend of the family?

How old were you when you got your virginity taken? Did you go straight to fucking or had you done oral before that?

When you get fucked now, do you sometimes close your eyes and imagine that it's your first pounding your pussy?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 27, 2024 at 10:26 PM

I was ten when my 17 year old aunt introduced me to sex. She gave me my first blow job. When I was 17 myself she decided I was WAY too old for her and turned her attention to my seven year old cousin. She moved all the way to Florida to be with him. I was jealous and angry. She was MINE not his but eventually I got over it and then a neighbor caught her taking his virginity when he was nine and she ended up in prison. If a magical wish granting genie had at the time offered to grant me wishes I'd have wished to be ten again and married to that aunt as a ten year old forever. In hindsight I realize the folly of her actions. I still have mixed feelings about it though. At the time it was not traumatic. Looking back I realized that her actions resulted in emotional trauma but that was mostly due to the separation not the sex. That is to me the biggest problem with that kind of relationship, it can't last because eventually the victim grows up and gets hurt and that's if the predator in question is actually gentle. Not all are.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 28, 2024 at 6:55 AM

Can you tell us what happened, and why?
Who was it, and did you "let" it happen, or ever try to stop it?

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AryaStark

by AryaStark on Nov 5, 2024 at 6:26 AM

An older relative that lived with us.

I was 9 when I lost my virginity. No it was touching, oral then fucking. No I don't imagine my first time as that was extremely painful. I do imagine myself being younger while being fucked sometimes.

I kind of did allow it to happen and even help hiding it at the time. I did stopped it after learning about sex and bad touches in middle school.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 14, 2025 at 9:57 AM

I was in the seventh grade and left school early, I was hitch hiking and a man picked me up. He took me by his apartment, told me he wanted to show me something that was fun. He rubbed on my privates, got me hard, unbuttoned my pants, pulled them down and gave me my first blowjob, it was fun. He told me I could come by his place and swim anytime or visit with him. I knocked on his door two days later and he invited me in. He again gave me a blowjob, this time he stripped me naked, took me to his bed room, bent me over his bed, lubed me up and stuck his penis in me. It hurt a little at first but it started feeling really good. He then got in the shower with me and he cleaned me up. The third time I went to his place, he and an older boy did it to me. I enjoyed doing these things, and continued it throughout my teen years.

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