Straight Male / 34
Deal With My Girlfriend (TW CNC)
Sophomore year of college I was dating a girl we had vanilla plain Jane sex it was good no complaints from either of us but she wanted more. As we began to trust on another she confided in me about some past trauma she had.
She explained that she wanted me to have sex with her after our frequent nights our drinking. She was a light weight and often bc I had a car I found myself the DD for our friends.
The nights would start normal lots of good times, memories being made with friends but they would all end with me walking or carrying her up to her room and doing whatever I wanted to her. At first I wouldn't go to crazy with her body just making love to her. Trying to be gentle as to not wake her. As time went on however I began to like it as well. I found that I enjoyed when she was semi conscious best, even though she had consented she would try to resist and that made me want her even more.
I always ran what I wanted to do with her before the night began so that I knew it wasn't pushing a boundary. There were many a night that she would lose what little control she had and I'd feel her squirt on me while I was inside her pussy.
Id move her body around her bed as if she were a rag doll using her pussy as my personal sex toy.
There was something so different about enacting my will on her someone who I loved and cared for dearly. Feeling her try to squirm away or push me off made me feel powerful. It also made our sober sex life better and gave us a deeper connection to one another.
Sadly all good things come to an end for very unrelated reasons we broke up but she still wanted to continue our escapades after the clubs but I wasn't comfortable with it being outside of a relationship. This experience opened my eyes to the way trauma effects everyone differently and given me a better appreciation for my life.
She explained that she wanted me to have sex with her after our frequent nights our drinking. She was a light weight and often bc I had a car I found myself the DD for our friends.
The nights would start normal lots of good times, memories being made with friends but they would all end with me walking or carrying her up to her room and doing whatever I wanted to her. At first I wouldn't go to crazy with her body just making love to her. Trying to be gentle as to not wake her. As time went on however I began to like it as well. I found that I enjoyed when she was semi conscious best, even though she had consented she would try to resist and that made me want her even more.
I always ran what I wanted to do with her before the night began so that I knew it wasn't pushing a boundary. There were many a night that she would lose what little control she had and I'd feel her squirt on me while I was inside her pussy.
Id move her body around her bed as if she were a rag doll using her pussy as my personal sex toy.
There was something so different about enacting my will on her someone who I loved and cared for dearly. Feeling her try to squirm away or push me off made me feel powerful. It also made our sober sex life better and gave us a deeper connection to one another.
Sadly all good things come to an end for very unrelated reasons we broke up but she still wanted to continue our escapades after the clubs but I wasn't comfortable with it being outside of a relationship. This experience opened my eyes to the way trauma effects everyone differently and given me a better appreciation for my life.
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