Cocksucker Tales

I look back and see the progression of my sexual oral needs over the years and how I evolved into a needy cocksucker.

Fantasies of sucking and handling cocks filled my mind in my teens and early 20's but I was afraid to act on it. Looking at men's crotches by sneaking glances especially at older men became an enjoyable pastime. Went home and masturbated picturing men.

My first experience sucking cock was my best friend's cock at 22. We were both stoned at my place on pot and he jokingly dared me to blow him. I got excited and did just that. He had a gorgeous 6 inch cut cock that stayed hard as a rock
I sucked it amazed at how natural and deeply satisfying it was. I kissed and sucked the head and took it all the way in without gagging. I was a natural. He got so into it he blew a big load down my throat which I happily swallowed. After that I sucked him many times even when both of us were sober. He dumped many loads of cum in my mouth. Later he met a woman and moved away and I got married but I was filled with urges to suck cock regularly. I began giving into the urges and going to parks,adult bookstores and video booths gay bars
bathhouses any place men were looking for sex with men. My marriage ended and even though I had gay affairs with men as well I mostly enjoyed being a cocksucker orally servicing any man who needed it. By age 50 this pattern was completely established. 3 or 4 times a week I went to my favorite adult video spot took a booth and serviced any man who joined me after I left the door open watching gay porn. This was my routine until 2020 and the pandemic shut those places down. I went through some withdrawal for a year or so but then my regular adult video store opened up again and I was back as a regular customer draining cocks. After decades of loving cocks and pleasing men with my mouth the addiction is part of me now and defines me. I look in the mirror and see the huge need on my older face that need to pleasure a cock and make a man happy.