Biggest Mistake Of My Life

I’ve been friends with a guy since Year 7. We’re now started our final year of sixth form together. In more recent years, we’ve both got with a few different girls from school, but nothing super serious until the summer after our GCSE’s. That’s when my mate started going out with Nicole, they’ve stayed together ever since and it’s become a proper relationship. They’re inseparable and seem to love each other a lot or so I thought.

I became closer with her through him, and I have to say I fancied her a bit. She’s really hot so I reckon most guys would, but I never hit on her or anything out of respect for my mate. But I couldn’t help but notice how stunning she was. She had a house party back in July when her parents were away, and that’s when I ended up making the biggest mistake of my life so far.

Her boyfriend, my mate, was on a family holiday at the time, and I noticed she was being really flirty with me. I didn’t think of much of it as I know she’s one of these girls that likes attention, but as we had more and more to drink, my dick started to do the thinking. She looked so good that night in a white crop top, jean shorts and boots. Around 1 in the morning, everyone started leaving or crashing out, and she led me by the hand to her room, saying she wanted to show me something.

We were sat on her bed, and she confessed that she’d always had a crush on me and basically just flat out told me I could fuck her if I wanted. I was shocked and asked what about her boyfriend, and she told me it’d be our secret. I should have left but I didn’t. Pretty soon she was straddling me as we made out furiously. We had some truly awesome sex that night. She was absolutely wild and we were at it for hours.

The next morning, we agreed not to say anything to anyone. I felt absolutely sick to my stomach with guilt. I became a bit of a recluse in the weeks that followed, making excuses not to meet up with people in case she or my mate were there. I was worried I wouldn’t be able to look him in the eye.

Out of the blue, Nicole sent me a message a few weeks later, asking if she could come over. She said she needed to talk to me about what we’d done. I told her to come over when I knew my house would be empty one afternoon. We weren’t talking for long. 15 minutes after she got there, her clothes were on the floor and my tongue was buried in her pussy. It was even better than the first time.

I was disgusted with myself but it seemed inevitable that we’d do it again. And we have. A bunch of times. She hits me up whenever she’s feeling horny or they’ve had a fight. Every time I tell her we can’t keep doing this, but it’s really hard to resist her. She’s too sexy for her own good.

They are still together and he seems really happy with her. I know he doesn’t have any idea what she’s really like. She tells me she wants to stay with him but keep fucking me on the side as he’s not very good in bed. I’m torn between confessing everything and keeping it a secret to protect his feelings.

What should I do?

Comments

Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 28, 2024 at 10:36 AM

You have to break it off with her. There are millions of other pretty girls out there and plenty of them are sexy and horny. Find one of your own.

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Kunsta

by Kunsta on Oct 28, 2024 at 5:30 PM

I went through a very similar episode. Made a semi-confession (long story). Shit hit the fan. I don't know why he didn't beat me to a pulp as he was well capable. It's been about 20 years and we're only now patching up but obviously we're never going to be as tight. I feel remorse to this day because I lost a really good friend but I firmly know that there was no other way as I was drawn to her as I would be to fire.

Confessing is the honourable thing to do but I don't think that there's anything you can do to fix what has been done.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 28, 2024 at 6:53 PM

At least you can patch it up, if you did not tell him and he found out he would have beaten you and you couldn't have patched it up. Of course, trust can never be restored, but you ahould have thought about it before sticking your dick in.

As for the op, tell him and be happy if you somewhat keep him in your life, otherwise be ailent and regret it on your death bed.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 29, 2024 at 4:20 AM

you don't have a choice. she's too sexy to resist. You should call her up when you're horny too. What he doesn't know won't hurt him.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 29, 2024 at 5:37 AM

To late now keep pounding away at that easy pussy. Degrade her make her do some nasty shit

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 29, 2024 at 6:08 PM

You’ll be doing him a huge favor by coming clean and telling him. As a young man I had a GF just like her. It was very difficult to break away from her as she was my first everything. Today I am married to my wife of over 40 years and looking back I know it was the best thing to happen to me. I didn’t realize it then but I avoided a train wreck.

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