Not Sure What Has Gotten Into Me

A few months back I did something that has changed my life and can never take back. After almost 20 years of marriage I cheated. I’m married to a great man who has given me everything I could possibly ask for 2 wonderful kids house car you name it he has given it to us. It was a block party to make a long story short I was in a denim skirt and tight tank top I had to much to drink a neighbors son who I think was stocking me got me in his garage and proceeded to flirt with me and I flirted back once he had me alone in the garage with all the booze I had i was easy prey. He got on me fast and he kissed me and slid his hands up my short skirt and my g string did little to slow him down. Before I knew it I was bent over his dad’s car with my skirt to my waist. To my surprise I was expecting to get sucked down right away. To my surprise he ate me out from behind as I was bent over the car. It felt good and I laid there on my tummy enjoying his tongue licking and rimming my 2 vulnerable spots. What seems like forever and as I was approaching an orgasm he seems to stop. In a daze I went to lift up when I felt a tip spreading my holy of holes all of a sudden. I have 2 kids and I thought my husband was on the larger size. I though he was using a wine bottle. As it went in i was stretched and it kept going in and in. I’m pretty sure it was a wine bottle when I reached back and felt the girth at the base. Every time he pulled out he had to use his hands to keep me on the car. He and one cum after a few dozen pumps and I felt him unloading deep inside me. He pulled out came to me grabbed my heads and I started to clean him up. I then noticed he had his phone out and was recording this. He stayed with me as I tried to clean up. He got me some napkins to wipe up the best I could. I clean and wiped my face. My pussy was another story it was a sticky fucking mess. I’m sure I was walking around funny. To be honest I was relieved and relaxed. The booze the massive dick down I got. I was done. My drunk husband never got any he would have felt right in since I was stretched beyond my limits. Next day was a bout as everyone was hung over. I felt ok tired not really feeling hung over but was sore really sore. I took a morning bath hoping my husband would be to hung over to want anything from me. I figured if he wanted to fuck around I would have to give him a bj or let him take my rear end. Then my rear was occasionally used. Now a days it a norm my tight ass is no longer as tight as it was. My ass can give any porn actress a run for its money. That afternoon I got a text message from what he mad end call him daddy. I should have said no but agreed to meet him. I spent an hour in a grocery store parking lot blowing and riding him to another massive orgasm. I’m pretty sure and old couple heard me as they loaded there groceries in there car. From then on it escalated to a full blown relationship. I explained that I could not just drop everything so he could fuck me at will. I had a husband and kids and he was going to have to share me with them. He had to be ok with the it and was. No telling friends or sharing pictures of me any of this got out and my husband would go after him and it would be all over. A week ago his cousin came to visit and I met him the day before he was to leave. He had me wear this really uncomfortable short skirt for them and I was only supposed to show off my ass a bit. I was told to give them a show so I played along with it. I’m a jazzersize instructor so I can dance and had done so for him before. With the short skirt I was wearing I know what they wanted to see shake. I was on a couch on all 4s when I felt a tongue in my rear I saw my daddy’s cock in my face I was on the verge of getting spit roasted and before I knew it I had one in my mouth and one in my ass. Ass to pussy they took turns on me for the day. I lost count of how many times I came and how many times I swallowed. I was a mess had to shower and luckily had brought clothes to change into. Didn’t matter I was leaking from both holes. My first MMF. Daddy promised that he wouldn’t share me again. Guess he didn’t like that after all. So here I am a 48 year old leading a double life with and 18 year old boyfriend getting fucked like a teenager by a teenager. I feel bad at times but I’m past the point of no return. Guess il enjoy it while it lasts. That dick can’t get enough of it